prkwisq ausdy mh`qvpurx Koj-inbMD ie`kivin sdi dy mwnv Aqy smwj di isrjxw lei

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1 1 nvli pwt di ivrcnwqmk pvhq : prsmg korv sbw AmrjIq ismg gryvwl pmjwbi dy aunhw igxy-cuxy prbu`d lykkw ivcon hy ijnhw ny pmjwbi swihq-sibawcwr ƒ smkwli ivsv icmqn dy pirpyk ivc r`k ky vwcx dw auprwlw kiqw hy[ ausdi Awlocnw idrsti Ajoky dor ivc ivkisq ho rhy aus nvyn igawn-swsqr qon prbwivq hy ijsƒ auswrn ivc au~qr-smrcnwvwd, nv-mwrksvwd Aqy au~qr-awduinkvwd ny ivsys Xogdwn id`qw hy[ icmqn Aqy cyqnw diaw ienhw ivsv-ivawpi boidk lihrw ny mnu`k dy XQwrQ-boD ƒ hi prbwivq nhin kiqw sgon swmwijk vrqwry Aqy ivhwr bwry vi nvin smj Aqy suj ivkisq krn dw auprwlw kiqw hy[ ies p`kon AmrjIq ismg gryvwl dy Awlocnwqmk AiBAws dw pihlw gmbir prgtwvw ivsmwd nwd ivsys AMk (1994) ivc prkwisq ausdy mh`qvpurx Koj-inbMD ie`kivin sdi dy mwnv Aqy smwj di isrjxw lei guru grmq swihb di prwsmigkqw dy mwidam rwhin swmhxy AwieAw[ so si&aw dy ies bhucricq Koj-inbMD ivc aus ny is`k ivrsy di pwvn tykst gurbwxi - ƒ vrqmwn diaw cuxoqiaw Aqy nvyn igawn Swsqr di rosni ivc pvhn dw auprwlw kiqw hy[ ieh Koj-inbMD m`dkwli pwt ƒ vrqmwn ivc prwsmigk bxwaux dy nwl nwl Ajoky dor ivc au~sr rhi au~qr-pumjivwdi ivsv-ivvsqw dy smkt ƒ vi aubwrdw hy[ ieqy ies smkt di inswndyhi pwr-rwstri srmwey di byrok pyskdmi, ivsvikrx Aqy vpwrikrx diaw prcmf ho rhiaw srgrmiaw, Kpq-siBAwcwr dy idno idn vd rhy prbwv Aqy mnu`ki irsiqaw ivc Aw rhy pirvrqn dy hvwly nwl kiqi gei hy[ ies qrhw ieh inbmd Awlocnw-ivDI Aqy ivslysx, dohw p`kw qon mh`qvpurx is`d humdw hy[ iehi kwrx hy ik pmjwbi dy Akwdimk hlikaw ivc ies inbmd ƒ BrpUr humgwrw prwpq hoieaw[ ies qon auprmq AmrjIq ismg gryvwl diaw Awlocnwqmk srgrmiaw dw dwierw inrmqr PYldw igaw ijsdy PlrUp smkwli swihq, sibawcwr, AwrQkqw Aqy rwjniqi vrgy ivibmn ivisaw bwry ausdiaw kei mh`qvpurx ilkqw prkwisq hoeiaw[ ieh ilkqw ivibmn msilaw qy srokwrw dy hvwly nwl ausdi ivl`kx Awlocnw-idRStI Aqy iq`ki suj ƒ hi prmwixq krdiaw hn[ prsmg korv sbw pmjwbi dy ies priqbwvwn lykk di nv-prkwisq Awlocnw-pusqk hy[ iv`lkx ivdi Aqy AnoKy AMdwz ivc ilki gei ieh pusqk im`qr syn miq dy cricq nwvl korv sbw ƒ Awpxy AiDAYn dw AwDwr bxwaundi hy Aqy iesdy ivsygq srokwrw nwl smvwd rcwaundi hy[ iesdi mu`fli ivsysqw ieh hy ik nw qw ieh nwvli smiikaw di prmprk ivdi

2 2 Anuswr ilki gei hy Aqy nw hi iesdw mksd ies nwvl diaw ibrqwq-swsqri ivl`kxqwvw dw lykw-jokw pys krnw hy[ Asl ivc iesdw mu`k srokwr korv sbw nwvl dy pwt nwl auqnw nhin ijqnw prsmg nwl hy[ ieh pusqk nwvli pwt dy aus rcnw-prsmg dw ivslysx pys krn vl ruicq humdi hy jo pmjwb dy smkwli XQwrQ di priqindqw vi krdw hy[ ies qrhw korv sbw dw nwvli ibrqwq AmrjIq ismg gryvwl lei smwj-sibawcwr dy ivslysx Aqy is`dwqikrx dw isr& hvwlw-ibmdu bxdw hy phumc-ibmdu nhin[ s`b qon pihlw im`qr syn miq dy nwvl korv sbw bwry g`l krni bxdi hy[ mojudw inaw prxwli ƒ kyndr ivc r`k ky isrijaw igaw ieh nwvl, Awlocnwqmk XQwrQvwd di prwmwixk ivdi Aqy nwiek-ivhuxy dsqwvyzi ibrqwq rwhin, pmjwb di vrqmwn smwjk, AwrQk Aqy rwjniqk ivvsqw dw BrvW ibmb auswrdw hy[ iesdi ibrqwq SYlI GtnwvW Aqy siqqiaw dw ivsiqrq vyrvw pys krdi hoei XQwrQ di vrqmwn hkikq ƒ murqimwn krn vl ruicq humdi hy[ iek qrhw nwl XQwrQ di vrqmwn hkikq korv sbw nwvl dw auh prsmg hy jo iesdy Awr-pwr PYilAw hoieaw hy Aqy ijsdy mwidam rwhin ieh nwvl ArQ-swrQkqw grihx krdw hy[ AmrjIq ismg gryvwl ny AwpxI Awlocnw pusqk prsmg korv sbw ivc iesy prsmg nwl AiDAYn qy ivslysx dw srokwr joivaw hy[ auh ies nwvli ibrqwq dy hvwly nwl smkwli XQwrQ dy rwjniqk Avcyqn ƒ Prolx vl ruicq humdw hy[ ies qrhw ausdy swmhxy prsmg qw korv sbw dw hy pr au~dys smkwli XQwrQ dw ivslysx hy[ ies g`l dw mu`flw Aihsws swƒ pusqk di inmn-amikq ivsy-suci jw qrqib qon vi sihjy hi ho jwdw hy : inaw di rwjniqi - ishq di rwjniqi - ivkws di rwjniqi - smwjk qbdili di rwjniqi - bhuvwdi jmhuriaq di krwqikwri lihr ivslysx dy ieh mu`dy nwvli pwt dy prsmg nwl juvy hoey hn[ ArQwq lykk ny AwpxI Awlocnwqmk suj rwhin ieh mu`dy nwvli ibrqwq ivcon hi inkyvy hn Aqy ienhw ƒ hi aus ny AwpxI ivrcnwqmk pvhq dw AwDwr bxwieaw hy[ jy gihrwei nwl dyikaw jwvy qw pwt nwlon prsmg au~qy vdyry idawn kynidrq krnw ies pusqk di Awlocnwqmk stryitji hy[ ies stryitji dw AMiqm au~dys nwvl dw Awlocnwqmk AiDAYn qy ivslysx krnw nhin sgon iesdy mwidam rwhin murqimwn hox vwli vrqmwn ivvsqw Aqy swmwijk-awrqk bxqr ƒ ivkmifq

3 3 fikmstrkt - krnw hy[ pusqk dy inmn-amikq pihly do pyiraw ivc hi lykk ny AwpxI ies Awlocnwqmk stryyitji Aqy au~dys ƒ prq`k kr id`qw hy mojudw inaw prxwli ivc PYlI irsvqkori, mokw-prsqi, AnYiqkqw Awid ƒ qw hr koei dyk irhw hy[ jy kr ies nwvl korv sbw ivc im`qr syn miq ny vdyry fumgwei Aqy ivsqwr ivc dyk ilaw qw ikhvi v`fi g`l hy[ pr ijs FMg rwhin im`qr syn miq ies inaw prxwli dy ibaurokryitk FWcy ƒ nmigaw krky iesdy pumjivwdi ikrdwr ƒ swfy s`b dy swmhxy pys kr idmdw hy, iehi ausdi kqwkwri dw AslI kmwl hy[ im`qr syn miq dw kmwl ies inaw prxwli ivc PYlI irsvqkori, mokw-prsqi, AnYiqkqw, D`kySwhI Awid ƒ nmigaw krn ivc nhin; iesdy pumjivwdi ikrdwr ƒ smjx ivc hy[ ieh nwvl pvh ky jo s`b qon mh`qvpurx g`l Kwny pyndi hy auh ieh ik mojudw inaw prxwli, ijvyn ik im`qr syn miq iesƒ pys krdw hy, iksy inaw prxwli dw nhin, sgon kwƒn di ibaurokrysi dw nwm hy jo prmu`k qor qy q&qis (ienkuawri), Shwdq (AYvIfYNs), inrikx (iezzwminysn), ilkqi kwƒn Aqy jjmynt au~pr AwDwirq hy[ pr ieh hmysw ies qrhw nhin si humdi[ iesdi pumjivwdi lovw Anuswr ieiqhws rwhin isrjxw hoei hy[ (pmnw 7) AmrjIq ismg gryvwl ny mojudw inaw prxwli dy srmwiedwri ikrdwr Aqy iesdy bsqivwdi ipcokv di inswndyhi kridaw, imsyl PUko Aqy AlQUsr vrgy smkwli icmqkw diaw ilkqw dy hvwly nwl, iesdw jo ivvycn pys kiqw hy auh inscy hi ivvykpurx Aqy prbwvswli hy[ aus ny m`dkwli BweIcwrk kcihri jw pmcwieqi PYsly di dysi prmprw dy mukwbly qy ies AwDuink inaw-prbmd diaw AMdrUnI ^wmiaw ƒ bvi ^UbI nwl augwivaw hy[ vrqmwn ivc prc`lq ies AKOqI AwDuink inaw prxwli dy bsqivwdi ipcokv bwry ausdw ieh kqn ivsys qor qy idawnxog hy : smwj aupr inaw prxwli dw kmtrol Aqy inaw prxwli aupr styt dw kmtrol, ieh si AwDuink inaw prxwli dw mul audys ijsƒ swmhxy r`k ky AMgRyzI swmrwj ny iesƒ Bwrq ivc lwgu kiqw qw jo BwrqI smwj aupr swmrwji styt dw dbdbw Aqy pkv mzbuq kiqy jw skx[ Bwrq diaw BweIcwrk prmprwvw / smsqwvw ƒ aunhw dy AwrQk Aqy rwjniqk audysw / prkwrjw nwlon qov ky kmzor krnw... AMgRyzI swmrwj di prmu`k pwilsi si[ (pmnw 19) qw vi auh BweIcwrk kcihri dy mukwbly qy AwDuink kcihri di inrol inmidaw nhin krdw sgon iesdy ieiqhwsk ivkws ƒ shi pirpyk ivc r`k ky vwcx vl ruicq humdw[ auh AwKdw hy ik myrw mksd eyqy kimaunikyitv rizn aupr ausri BweIcwrk kcihri dy gux gwx krnw jw ienstrumyntl rizn aupr ausri AwDuink kcihri ƒ gwlw k`fx dw nhin[

4 4 myrw mksd qw aunhw ih`qw di inswndyhi krn dw hy ijnhw ih`qw di purqi lei BweIcwrk kcihri AwDuink kcihri ivc rupwiqrq humdi hy[ aunhw ieiqhwsk prsiqqiaw ƒ smjx dw hy ijnhw prsiqqiaw ADIn ienstrumyntl rizn aupr AwDwirq kcihri dw audbv Aqy ivkws humdw hy[ (pmnw 9-10) iesy qrhw lykk ny mojudw inaw prxwli dy ipcokv ivc kmm kr rhi aus isawsq ƒ smu`ci ivvsqw di lw-ielwj ibmwri jw ^rwbi dy l`cx vjon augwvn dw jqn kiqw hy jo BRSt A&srSwhI jw ibaurokrysi dy ih`qw di purqi krdi hy[ AijhI siqqi ivc ausdi Awlocnw-ivDI nwvli tykst di lwksixk pvhq symptomatic reading dw rup Dwr lyndi hy[ lykk ny ibaurokryitk FWcy aupr au~sri ies inaw prxwli ƒ lokrwji kdrw-kimqw Aqy swmwijk AwrQk ivkws dy rsqy di s`b qon v`fi rukwvt AwiKAw hy[ ies g`l dw prmwx aus ny nwvli ibrqwq dy hvwly nwl pys kiqw hy[ idlcsp g`l ieh hy ik im`qr syn miq dw nwvl vrxn Aqy ibrqwq di jugq rwhin swfy jwxy pcwxy smkwli XQwrQ dw AjnbIikRq rup hi pys krdw hy[ AmrjIq ismg gryvwl AwpxI Awlocnw idrsti rwhin ies AjnbIikRq rup ivcon XQwrQ di vwsqivkqw ƒ sihjy hi pcwx lyndw hy Aqy ausy ƒ Awpxy is`dwqikrx dw mul AwDwr bxwaundw hy[ iesy qrhw lykk ny nwvli ibrqwq di ArQ-swrQkqw dw isrjx vwly hornw prsmgw di inswndyhi ishq di rwjniqi, ivkws di rwjniqi Aqy smwjk ivkws di rwjniqi dy AMqrgq kiqi hy[ lykk di ÛbI ieh hy ik rcnw-pwt ivcon inkyvy gey ienhw muìdaw ƒ aus ny nvyn igawn-swsqr di rosni ivc vwcidaw ienhw dw BrpUr ivslysx qy ivvycn kiqw hy[ iesdy nwl hi aus ny ienhw di smìsaw-grsq siqqi vl vi smkyq kiqw hy[ lykk vlon pys kiqw igaw ieh ivsiqrq ivslysx smwj-ivigawnk idrsti qon bhuq AihmIAq r`kdw hy[ ieh gmbirqw nwl vwcx Aqy ivcwrn dw mslw hy[ iesƒ duhrwaux di lov nhin[ smu`cy qor qy AwiKAw jw skdw hy ik AmrjIq ismg gryvwl di ieh pusqk korv sbw nwvl di AijhI ivrcnwqmk pvhq auswrdi hy jo movvyn rup ivc smkwli ivvsqw dy smkt ƒ smboidq humdi hy[ ieh nwvli pwt dy Avcyqn ivcon au~brdy ibmn muìdaw ƒ punrisrijq krdi hy[ ienhw muìdaw dw is`dwqikrx pys krn ivc ieh pusqk ikmni ku spl hy Aqy ienhw dy ivvykpurx smwdwn lei ieh iks iksm di AMqr-idRStI prdwn krdi hy? ieh iek KulHw prsn hy ijsdw inrxw ivsiqrq ivcwr crcw di mmg krdw hy[ pr qw vi ies g`l qon ienkwr nhin kiqw jw skdw ik ieh smkwli ivvsqw Aqy vrqmwn XQwrQ di smkt-

5 5 BrpUr siqqi bwry nvin smj Aqy suj ivkisq krdi hy Aqy AiqAMq gmbir msly CyVdI hy[ ieh g`l vi koei G`t mh`qvpurx nhin[

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