priq ngr priq ngr, Asl ivc pmjwb dw sb qon pihlw plynf tawaunisp ey[ ien syns ik ieh rurl eyriey

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1 priq ngr priq ngr, Asl ivc pmjwb dw sb qon pihlw plynf tawaunisp ey[ ien syns ik ieh rurl eyriey dw soise-klcrl h`b hy[ priq ngr ijhvw vswieaw igaw si, iemn ibtvin AMimRqsr AYNfy lwhor, lwhor iez niar tu As[ iets EnlI iskstin iklomitrz PrOm As[ AMimRqsr QrtI iklomitrz hy[ lwhor ikaunik syntr si, priq ngr auhdy nyvy humdw si[ ieh ijs rof qy qusin Awey ho, ieh non- AYgizstYNt si[ pihlw AtwrI jwxw pyndw si, Pyr priq ngr Awxw pyndw si[ pr ieh Asl c ijhvi hy priq ngr di swri lynf, ihstoirkli ies lei iempwrtynt hy ik jhwgir, eymprr jhwgir, auhdw kypitl swfy qon isrp iskstin iklomitrj AY[ lhor dy sweif qy, rwvi dy vyst qy[ AOr jdon auh ksmir jwdw si, ieh auhdw Prst hwlitmg plys si[ iemspirysn ijhvw hy, ies dw iestybilsmynt dw, auh iek, AOlmost iek frim hy myry Pwdr dw[ myry Pwdr 1919 iv`c imsign XUinvristI, AmYirkw gey sn, auqon 1922 c auhnw ny AYnijMnIirMg kiqi[lyikn au`qy Awly-duAwly nwl imlx nwl, auhnw num ijhnw ny iemspwier kiqw, auh ey kof ifknrpl`s AYnrI Qoro (?)[ AYnrI Qoro horw ny, auh qw quhwnum pqw hy iplwspr si bvw v`fw qy iplwnqroipst[ auhdw iek si ijhvw eym ik ryipf iemfstirlweizysn AwP AmYirkw ijhvi hy, auh swfiaw ijhviaw klcrl vylxuj ny, auhnw num ifstrwey kr rhi AY[ so auhny iek AYkspYrImYNt kiqw si, knykt kiqy ny ijhvy volfn ponf dy[ qy Awly-duAwly dy logw num, ijhvy log sn auhnw num k`ty krky auhnw diaw nifj num smjxw AOr auqy, auhdy qon iehnw ny holi-holi iek knstrkitv frim bxwieaw, so auhdy lei pihlw AYkspYrImYNt kiqy gey Aw ky ie`qy, pmjwb[ pmjwb ivc Aw ky, auhdy ivc ijhvw iehnw num kryift jwdw hy, hi iez dw Prst myiknweizf Pwrmr AOP pmjwb[ iemn 1932, tryktr nwl iehnw ny vwhi kiqi[ priq ngr dw byisk eym ieh si ik kulykitv ilivmg AYNf sylp sstynf, sylp myntynf AYNf sylp irlwiemt[ so ies swri g`l qy auhnw ny plyinmg kiqi[ iet iez ey plynf twaunisp[ so ieh ijhvy priq ngr iek plynf koloni hy, lyikn iehdy ijhvy Gr ny ijhvy, ieh ie`qon dy swry lokw num ijhvy Awly duawly dy mysns qy, auhnw num, kwrpyntrz num kìtaw krky auhnw num tyrn dy ky, priq ngr dy swry Gr auhnw ny bxwey hoey ny, koei bwhron Aw ky ni bxy[ ie`qy hi ie`qon di im`ti ly ky, pihlw priq ngr dy ijhvy Gr ny, m`f hwausijz ny[ bwhr auhnw dy ibrks ny puriaw, pr AMdr m`f hwaujz ny[ ie`qon hi im`ti lyky knstrkt kiqiaw geiaw[ holi-holi auh ifvylp humdw igaw[ pr nwl ikaunik AYz iemnjiniar, AYz iqmkr, auhnw dy AweIfIAwz vi ifvylp humdy rhy[ so auhnw ny ijhvi tyknik ey, auh mofrn tyknik num vi ApxwieAw[ nifz num, lokw diaw nifz num smj ky, lokl nifz num, A`j qy kryz ey nw, POrnrz iemnpluayns hy, lyikn ieh jo kuc ho skdw hy ie`qy, auh ikaun nw kiqw jwey[ jo kuj qusin lyxw cwhumdy hon duniaw kolon, auh le, auh zrur cmgi g`l hy[so swfiaw ijhviaw myn komn iblifmgz sn ijhviaw, auh swriaw m`f hwausijz sn[ ie`qy hi lokw di nif lei AYgRIklcr kiqi gei[ ikaunik kulkitv ilivmg si, iksy dy Gr Kwxw nhin si bxdw, AYt vmn plys bxdw si[ so auh ijhvw 1

2 profkt si, swri vrqi jwdy si[ iksy num im`l c AYnIml r`kx di iejwzq nhin si humdi ikaunik kulykitv fyari si[hr Gr c ijs qrhw, A`j iemfiaw c qw hux AwieAw hy, pihlw XOrp c humdw si ik bei vynz c qusin du`d ly jwdy si Gr c, ijhnum ijhnum auhdi lov hy, ie`qy EhI si[ ikaunik Gr c roti nhin si p`kdi, ies lei koei A`g nhin si bldi[ so auhnum boielf pl`s SUgrf, auh imlk, ijmni quhwfi lov humdi si, Gr phumcwieaw jwdw si[ so iesy qrhw hi priq ngr, pihlw PlS isstm vi myry Pwdr ny ifzwien kiqw si, priq ngr c audon, AOlmost isti ivc vi nw sivrj isstm nhin si humdw[ qy ie`qy qy nw ielykitrkisti si, nw vwtr si, lyikn myry Pwdr ny iek AYvr klin lytirn ifzwein kiqi si, iv`c iez, ijhvi ik swfy priq ngr di iek g`l bvi v`fi ey[ auhdy ifzwienz ijhvy ny lokw ny Pyr ly ky gey ie`qy[ eivn, qusin qw pmjwb, iemfiaw c rhy ho, ivnobw Bwvy, XU mst hyv hrf, auh AwSrm dw ifzwein ijhvw hy, auh toieilts dw, swfy kolon ly ky gey si[ priq ngr c ijhvi ie`ko ie`k v`fi SOp si, ijhdy con qusin sb kuj lyndy si, ijhvi A j suprstorz di konsypsn quhwfi hy, auh ie`qy si[ ie`qy tylirmg AwpxI si, swry priq ngr di tylirmg, SU myikmg AwpxI si[ pl`s ikaunik AsIN ivlyijz c rihmdy sw, hynflum ijhvw hy, auhdw bvw iempwrtynt PYktr si[ priq ngr dy hr lov lei k`pvw ie`qy bxdw si[ priq ngr di ijhvi byisk kontriibausnz ieh ny ik priq ngr ny iek quhwnum ilivmg di jwc iskwei ik iks qrhw cmgw irhw jw skdw hy, ipmf c vi irhw jw skdw hy, so qusin iks qrhw rih skdy hon[ priq ngr di iek hor kontriibausn hy ijhvi, auh hy AYjUkySn[AYjUkySn dw ijhvw iek byisk, audon ijhvw inau myqf isstm hy, auh AfOpt kiqw igaw[ ie`qy AYvrI cwielf vwz igvn AYjUkySn AkOrifMg tu ihz AYptIicaUf[ koei klws dw ipks nhin si ik qum AYny swl dw hyn qw qyri ieny c hoxw cwhidw hyn, qum ieny c hoxw cwhidw hyn[ AYptIicaUf dy ihswb nwl, pl`s ijhvw isstm si, auh ieh si ik no AYlPwbYt vz tot[ AYNf AYktIivtI AYkculI vwz mynt, AYktIivtI skul vwz mynt lweik ids dyt, vtayvr AYptIicaUf XU hyv, XU S`uf ifvylp iet[ so kwrpyntri, mysnri, gwrfinmg, QIeytr, pynitmg, dyt vr di pwrt AwP Awvr krikulm[ so, vuei profiausf ibkoz AwP ids myni prsnz hu Awr irspykitf iemn dw PIlf AwP klcr, iltrycr AYNf AOl dyt[ so ids iez dw kontriibausn AwP priq ngr[ pihlw priq ngr dw ijhvw kontriibausn hy auh iltrycr vwlw ijhvi hy, auh hy ik pmjwbi c pihlw mygzin priq lvi, ivc iez Elfr dyn mi AOlso[ Awey AYm eyti AYNf iet, dyt mygzin hyz krosf eytiz[ auhny projykt id`qw, AweIfIAw id`qy[ auh AweIfIAwz nwl holi holi lokw ny ijhvy sn, iemtrsitf sn, auhnw ny iehnum plytporm vriqaw, priq lvi c Cwpxw cwihaw, swrw ku`j ijhvw, so ieh swrw ieko dy dyx AY[ auhdy bwad iek ieh iltrycr c, priq ngr iez brq plys AwP pmjwbi QIeytr[ not brq plys AwP pmjwbi QIeytr, priq ngr, brq plys AwP iclfrn z pmjwbi QIeytr[ priq ngr gyv ey mygzin Pwr iclfrn[ priq ngr gyv tu rweitrz, plytpwrm bwey pbilsiemg dyar bu`ks[ so iet iez dyt kontriibxusn[ dyn kimmg tu QIeytr, priq ngr hyz 2

3 proifausf myni QIeytr prsnyltiz[ priq ngr hyz proifausf myni iltryri prsnz[ AOr auhdy nwl ijhvw hy, quhwfi ijhvi klcr hy nw, pl`s ilivmg dw iek quhwfi sweif, igivmg ienspirysn tu ilv bytr, igivmg ienspirysn tu iqmk bytr, igivmg ienspirysn tu AYkspRYs XUArsYlP bytr[ ieh iqnon mifz ijhvy ny, minz, iehnum jdon qusin kmbwein krdy hon, iltrycr iez proifausf, QIeytr iez proifausf[ so ids iez iet[ pl`s AsIN ijhvw, swrw ijhvw si, ieh quhwnum myn d`isaw ijhvw, ieh swry ijhvy, swrw mysnri jw priq ngr di ijhvi jo ku`c ieh ieqon dy lokl hy[ AYNf, vn iqmg vi Awr prwauf AP iet vyar XU Awr, ids hwaus vyar XU Awr isitmg iez, dyar iez no ibrk ien iet[ iets ey pripyibrk hwaus[ ien AmYirkw, XU fu iet nwe[ bt dw, AOl imtirial, dw msin POr myikmg AOl ids imtirial vz ifzweinf bwey mwey Pwdr hiar, AYNf AOl doz imtirial vz proifausf bwey dw my vi, vrkrz ilivmg ArwaUNf hiar[ so ids iez ey kontriibausn AP priq ngr[ tu igv v`t XU hyv, AYNf tyk PrOm Adrz v`t dy kyn igv XU[ iehdy nwl nw AsIN ni, Awly-duAwly dy swry ijhvy ipmf sn nw, auh vi ho gey zrw, auhnw dy vi tyst vi bdl gey, nwly auhnw ny bvi kuj nvw is`ikaw[ pls auhnw diaw ijhviaw klcrz ny, ijhviaw ikenik fominyitf bwey irlijias PIilMgz, priq ngr ijhvw hy, iets ey sykulr isti, nwe iets not[ priq ngr hyf no gurduawrw, no mmidr, no msijd[ pr swry ijhvy iqauhwr si nw, dyar vz vmn komn plys, EQy mnwey jwdy si[ AYNf PYstIvl AwP AYvrI irlijn, PystIvl AwP AYvrI istizn AwP pmjwb, ryzifynt AwP ipmf[ dyar vz no ifspyirti iemn dym[ so ids iez iet myikmg PIilMg dyt XU kyn hyv XUAr AweIfIAwz, XU kyn AYksprYs XUAr AweIfIAwz, AYNf pipl Suf AMfrstYNf vt XU vwt tu sy[ AYNf gryspuli AYksYpt vt kyn bi AYksYpitf[ so ids iez iet[ btvwry dy smyn qy, priq ngr vz AYt pik, iemn 1947, lyikn ijs qrhw myn quhwnum ikhw ik ihstwrikli, ieh jhwgir di Arwm gwh si[ lwhor vwz, lhor swfy nyvy hy[ ijhvi totl bylt hy nw swri ie`qy, ieh muslmwn bylt hy[ swry ipmfw dy nw A`j vi EhI ny - c`k mwlkw, c`k imsrikw, c`k ipmfi seidw[ seiad muslmwn jwq humdi hy[ swry, ieh swry bylt iehi hy[ AOn 15 AwP Agsq ijhvi pihli fimwrkysn hoei ilmitysn di, auh AOn dw byiss AwP populysn[ so populysn ArwaUNf hiar vwz foimmnyntli musilm, prifoimmnynt[ AYNf AOn 15 AwP Agsq AOn pyprz, priq ngr vwz iemn pwiksqwn[ lytr AOn auhnw ny ifsweif kiqw ik ji ieh ijhvw nycrul bwrfr hoxw cwhidw hy, rwvi bxwieaw[ AOn 18 AwP Agsq, vuei kym byk tu iemfiaw[ so auh ijhvi ipauf styj hy nw, iek prifoimmnynt populysn, quhwfy qy pihlw kr skdi si, lyikn ipauf styj si, auh kuc ni kr sky[ foimmnynt popaulysn qy mwienoirti rul krn l`g gei, qy Pyr ie`qy mysykr vi hoieaw Awly-duAwly swry[ priq ngr c koei nhin hoieaw[ auhnw ny muslmwn ny, swfy kolon iripxuj vi lei[ ijhnw num AsIN fyf-do mhiny swibaw vi, auhnw num Pyr b`icaw num, auhnw dy pirvwrw num vi swibaw[ qy An-PorcUnytlI ies iscueysn c vuei vr prsonw non grwtw ikaunik jo ciz AsIN swb rhy sw, auh lok nhin sn psmd 3

4 krdy[ so An-PorcUnytlI iscueysn ies qrhw hi ifvylp hoei ik vuei AOlso hyf tu liv priq ngr[ audon qw myry Pwdr num mwrn AWdy sn ik ienhw ny muslmwnw num swnum mwrn nhin id`qw, qy ies krky nw[ so AOlmost iqmn swl swnum priq ngr C`fxw ipaw[auhdy bwad Pyr jdon iscueysn nw ipxuf styj c hovy, pwiksqwn nwl quhwfy irlysn Krwb hox, gumfw AYlImYNts srvweiv kr skdw hovy [ iehnw mrfr qy si, jdon vi koei g`l humdi si hydrwbwd dw koei, auhdw, cin dy nwl hoieaw, PojW Pyr Aw jwdiaw qy, gvbvh swri ho jwdi si[ so auh iqmn swl dy lei swnum jwxw ipaw[ jdon AsIN vwips Awey hw, ie`t vz AOlmost iemn ruiemnz[ so ijhvw, mqlb ikaunik swry priq ngr diaw v`fiaw iblifmgz ijhviaw sn, auh ie`qon hi ikaunik proifauz hoieaw si swrw mtirial, auh ipmfw dy kmm Aw skdiaw sn, so auhnw ny swfiaw v`fiaw-v`fiaw iblifmgz num qov id`qi, swrw kuc (skul di iblifmg vi qov id`qi, ikcn vi qov id`qw, kl`b vi qovqy, sb kuj)[ swfi ijhvi lwiebryri si, priq ngr di, auh aus vyly tyn QwaUzYNf bu`ks di si, auh auhnw ny A`gW bwl ky auhnw ny rotiaw pkweiaw[ ieh aunhi so smqwli qon ly ky aunhi so pmjwh q`k, auh ijhvw pik piriaf ey, jdon ieh bylt nw quhwfy ihmdusqwn dw koei smjy, nw quhwnum swry, swry ipauf styj ey[ jrw ijnw bwrfr qy humdw si, Tw-Tw-Tw- Tw SurU ho jwdi si[ Pyr ie`qy qw nvw cmgw AwdmI Aw ky rihx num iqawr hi ni si[ ikaunik priq ngr dy swry au`t ky cly gey, hux sytl ho gey ny iksy QwvIN, so, AsIN jdon iqmn swl cly gey mihroli, id`li rhy, swry lok au`qy Pyr sytl ho gey[ Pyr auh jdon quhwnum ie`qy idsy nw iempits vwps Awaux dw, Pyr quhwfy kol koei QW ey[ jdon Awky qusin dykdy hon ik quhwfw Gr vi tu`tw hy, quhwfw ieh vi tu`tw hy, swrw kuj, audws cly jwdy ho, qy Pyr quhwfw[ jdon kdi bwrfr qy gvbv humdi si, swfiaw cokiaw qy sb qon pihlw Tw-Tw ho jwdi si[ bwki ihmdusqwn num ip`con pqw lgdw si, swnum pihlw pqw l`g jwdw[ so iek g`l krky auhdy iv`c ifvylpmyynt Pyr ru`k gei[ Pyr jdon iscueysn jdon QoVI ijhi TIk hoei, priq ngr ny srvweiv krnw cwihaw, AYktIivtIz SurU hoeiaw[ ieh Pyr ijhvi bylt jdon isksti vmn-pweiv di vor hy ijhvi, priq ngr ibkym ibrgyf hyf-kvwtr[ lwhor num ijhvi PwieirMg krni si, auh swfy ies Gr dy ip`con jwdi si, ie`ki iklomitr di rynj di qop jwdi si, AYfw-AYfw kolw si[ so auh ijhviaw swriaw iscueysnz hy, auhdy c qusin srvweiv krnw qy cwhumdy ho, srvweiv krn dw au`dm krdy hon, lyikn koei ieho ijhi ciz ni krnw cwhumdy humdy, kr ni skdy ijhvi priq ngr num, ijhvi iehdi glori num myntyn kr sky[ Pyr 65 di vor qon bwad 71 di vor hoei, Pyr holi holi QOVw-bhuqw iscueysn cmgi SurU hoei, qy Pyr priq ngr ijhvw hy iepykitf bwey, ijhvw hy auh, imlitynsi jdon priq ngr c AweI, Awly-duAwly c AweI, ieh swrw bylt ijhvi hy, ieh imlitynsi di bvi v`fi bylt si[ jihdy lei swnum vi sy, iepykt hoieaw[ swfi PYmlI dy do mwry gey[ nyipxuz mwry, myrw nyipxu mwiraw iek[ myry qy vi AtYNpt hoei, AOl dyt[ ikaunik vuei ku`f nwt AgrI tu dyt v`t dy vr syiemg, pl`s vuei vr sopt twrigtz, ikaunik Awlw-duAwlw swrw[ qusin iemtlykcual hon, bwki bwhr qy nhin nw iemtlykcual[ so auh swfi strgl bvi lmmi rhi[ Pyr ieh ijhvi hy, sb qon v`fi swfi tryijfi hy iesy bylt di, ieh, smgilmg bvi eizi ey[ pihlw qw CotIAW-CotIAW cizw smgl humdiaw si, XWnI grm mswly ny, XW kuj ies qrhw diaw cizw, hux qw smyk hi jwdi hy[ Pyr ieh bylt, ikaunik jdon ey 4

5 ky47 swri ijhvi hy, ies rut qon AWdI si[ Pyr auh ihroiemn Aw gei, Pyr ieh swrw kuc Aw igaw[ Pyr priq ngr c ikaunik, nwly APIm vwilaw dy ijhvy pysy mu`k jwdy hy nw, auh Pyr coriaw qy ho jwdy ny[ Pyr qy kdi iksy di motr qy kdy[aynf ieh priq ngr di ijhvi g`l ik Gr bvy suhxy bxy hy, lok C`f ky c`ly gey[ jihnum, jihnum, rih ni skdw auhny vycxw hy[ Qro Avy prweisiez qy Gr KrIdy gey[ Qro Avy prweisiez qy Gr KrIdx vwly lok vi auh ikswni, qusin swry jwxdy hon, audon ikswni kol pysw nhin si humdw[ lykn ijnhw dw ibzns kuc hor hovy, AOr bwrfr qy qusin sksys, auh jy priq ngr c QW ly lyx auh priq ngr di iek tryijfi hy ik ku`j lok An-vWtief Pwr A`s[ auh Awpxy Awp ny, pr An-vWtief Pwr A`s, priq ngr c Aw gey[ auhnw ny Gr ly ley, swrw kuj, auhnw num qusin ifstrwey nhin kr skdy[ pl`s ijhvw, hux ijhvw Bolw PiVHAw hy nw frgz c, auhnw dw vmn AwP dyar pwrtnr iez iemn priq ngr[ auhnw ny lynf gryb kiqw hoieaw hy swrw kuj[ jdon AsIN priq ngr c Awey sn[ (gryb kiqiaw kotiaw) jdon AsIN Awey hw priq ngr c ippti c, iek AwdmI ny totl lynf AwP priq ngr Awpxy nw lvw lei hoei si[ so ieh ijhvw prosys priq ngr dw[ sloli AYNf sloli ijhvw hy AYPrts ho rhy ny[ priq ngr ny Awpxw, trwiemg tu ibmrg byk iets glori[ auh hy ik hux swfi AOfz ieny skq nhin ijny AOfz audon sn[ ikaunik AYgizstYNs jdon quhwfi ho jwey, AwPtr AOl skyimsiez AYNf AOl prysrz AYNf AOl dyt, sitl XU go AOn srvweiivmg, qy Pyr quhwfi iek rykoginsan ho jwdi hy[ so priq ngr iez kimmg byk AYNf vuei fu hop, ijs qrhw kihmdy ny, imiqkli PIinks rweiziez PrOm iets En AYSiez[ so iet iez dyt[ priq ngr di kontriibausn ijhvi hy, byiskli ieh hy ik iet hyz myf XU iqmk[ vyn XU stwrt iqmkiemg, XU AOlso stwrt iqmikmg ivc iez gu`f, ivc iez byf[ rizinmg ijhvi hy nw, priq ngr ny iek quhwnum AweIfIAw id`qw, ik iep XU iqmk, rizn iez dyar[ vns rizn iez dyar, XU ivl AOlso PweINf XOAr En prsnyilti, XOAr En vyilauz[ XU my bi iemnpluaynsf bwey so m`c[ mwei Pwdrz iplwspi iez dyt vt Awey AYm iez not mi En, EnlI[ dyar Awr myni pipl ArwaUNf mi hu hyv iemnpluaynsf mi[ AOn mwei PrMt AwP A`s, mi, AOn sweif AwP mi, AOn dw byk AwP mi AOlso[ so iep XU hyv dyt, dyt kyn EnlI bi ibkoz XU Awr ssypitbl tu AweIfIAwz[ AYNf iep XU Awr ssypitbl tu AweIfIAwz, byisk nif iez tu AMfrstYNf[ AYNf vns iet iez AMf, XU vwt tu AMfrstYNf, dw PIilMg AwP vmnnys kmmz[ AYNf PIilMg AwP vmnnys iez prsonipweif bwey lv[ lv iez iemn myni POrmz, b`t lv, hi syz dyt lv iez not ey pozysn, iet iez, lv iez tu AMfrstYNf[ so priq ngr, nym AwP priq ngr iez bysf AOn dyt[ mygzin iez bysf AOn iet [ lv iez iesynsial pwrt[ so ids iez iet priq ngr iez goiemg tu bi[ 5