surjiq pwqr di kivqw dw lokdwrwei AiDAYn surjiq pwqr pmjwbi kwiv jgq ivc jwixaw pcwixaw hsqw^r hy[ ausdw jnm 14 jnvri 1945 ƒ kpurqly dy ipmf-p`qv klw ivky qrkwx pirvwr ivc hoieaw [ aoosny smpwdk Aqy Anuvwdk pusqkw qon ielwvw hvw ivc ilky hr&, ibrk Arz kry, hnyhry ivc sulgdi vrxmwlw, l&zw di drgwh, surzmin kwiv smgrih pmjwbi kwiv jgq di JolI pwey[ ausdy kwiv srmgih hnhyry ivc sulgdi vrxmwlw ƒ BwrqI swihq AkwdmI purskwr vi prwpq hoieaw[ surjiq pwqr ny Awpxy kwiv smdys dy sihj smcwr lei lokdwrwei sm`gri di vrqon imqw, guruaw nwl smbmdq ieiqhwsk hvwilaw, priq kqwvw ivcly moit&w/pwqrw, lok ivsvwsw, mn`uki jivn nwl smbmdq rsmw riqw, lokdwrwei mul dy ibmbw, lok muhwviraw, lok swihq dy mwflw di vrqon Anusrx Aqy rupwqrx rup ivc kiqi[ kvi lokdwrwei sm`gri ivcly ArQW dw pwswr Ajoky Xug smdrb Anuswr krdw hy[ auh Acyq sucyq dovw rupw ivc lokdwrwei sm`gri dw iesqymwl krdw hy[ pwqr dy kwiv ivc vdyry sucyq rup ivc lokdwrwei sm`gri vrqi gei hy[ lokdwrwei sm`gri lok ihrdy dy nyvy ivcrn kwrn rcnw ƒ vdyry gihn, idlcsp, lok muhwvry dy nyvy rkdi hy[ kvi ijs lokdwrw nwl smbmdq humdw hy aus ivcon kuj nw kuj grihx vi krdw hy, nwl hi vylw ivhwa cu`ky rsmw irvwjw ƒ r`d vi krdw hy[ auh ivrsy ivcon jd kuj ly ky ausdi pyskwri krdw hy qw aus ivc vi ArQ Aqy rup di p`dr aupr nvwpn Swiml humdw hy[ kvi ies sm`gri ƒ vrqmwn Aqy Biv`K dy prsmg ivc nivaw ky pys krn dy sm`rq humdw hy[ pwqr dy Awpxy SbdW ivc "myn jo ijaundw, Bogdw, inhwrdw, 145
inrkdw, prkdw hw, pvhdw, icqvdw, socdw hw- auh sb kuj myri rcnw ivc Swiml humdw hy- myri hr rcnw myry ivsys AnuBv qon SurU ho ik ieiqhws, imiqhws, sibawcwr, drsn Aqy izmdgi ivcon AwpxI smrcnw bux ky swkwr humdi hy[ 1 surjiq pwqr lokdwrwei sm`gri ƒ rwjniqk, AwrQk, sibawcwrk, smwjk XQwrQ di pyskwri dy nwl nwl mnobwvnwvw di pyskwri lei vi vrqdw hy[ pmjwb dw ieiqhws, icmqn, Drm jw lokxwn myriaw bhuq swriaw kivqwvw ivc prgt jw ApRgt, su^m jw squl rup ivc ivdmwn rihmdw hy[ pr kuj kwl-kmf jw siqqiaw AijhIAW AwauNdIAW hn jdon SwierI dw is`dw dkl ausdi AMdrUnI rcnwqmk mzburi bx jwdw hy[ ieh imqi hoei jw sucyq g`l nhin humdi[ ieh vi bwki kivqwvw vwg Swier dw iksy idr nwl smvwd humdw hy[ 2 surjiq pwqr is`k Drm, ihmdu Drm, bu`d Drm, ieswei Drm, ieslwm Aqy lok Drm nwl smbmdq hvwilaw, im`qw qy prqikw dw prxog Awpxy kwiv ivc krdw hy[ iehnw ivc is`k Drm nwl smbmdq guru nwnk dyv, guru qyg bhwdr, guru goibmd ismg Swiml hn[ kvi muskl smyn ivc iehnw swry Dwrimk pygmbrw ƒ ArwDdw hy: goibmd si qy rsul si, eisw si, bu`d si qpdy QlW 'c cl irhw si kox kox nwl 3 kvi AwpxI Zzl ivc l&zw di AihmIAq Aqy ausdy jugw jugwqrw q`k ijaundy rihx di qwkq ƒ guru nwnk qy bwbr nwl smbmdq imq rwhin Anusrx ivc pys krdw hy : ryq 'qy bwbr dw si, ruhw 'qy ausdw rwj si 146
auh ju Aksr AwKdw si CyV mrdwny rbwb auh ik jo l&zw di KyqI hi sdw krdy rhy aunhw lei do l&z hi sn ki si bwbr ki rbwb 4 auh mnu`kqw di BlweI lei qlvwr Aqy swz dohw ivcon koei vi FMg vrqx dy h`k ivc hy[ ieh BlweI komw, jwqw qon aupr au`t ky hoxi cwhidi hy[ kvi is`k Drm ivcli rbwb qon qyg di inrmqrqw ƒ Anusrx ivdi rwhi bw^ubi icqrdw hy: bxnw ipaw hy qyg vi BwvyN rbwb, AYpr hryk rup ivc byks dw Xwr hw[ 5 rbwb hovy ik qyz hovy, kmwn hovy ik qir hovy [ myn ausdy sdky hzwr vwri, jy auh iqhwey dw nir hovy[ 6 smwjk hwlwq smgrs dy FMg qriikaw ƒ bdlx ivc Aihm BUimkw inbwaundy rhy prmqu iehnw qriikaw ƒ bdlx l`igaw bhuq smw l`gw: qum iksy qon vi puc ly ik myri zubw, ieh kdi ql^ hoei si ies qrhw[ swz di qwr qon qyz di Dwr ivc, pltdi so brs QrQrwauNdI rhi[ 7 surjiq pwqr 'cwdni conk' kivqw ivc guru qyg bhwdr di ShIdI dy ieiqhwsk vyrvy rwhi s`c dy rwh aupr clidaw id`qi Shwdq di ausqq krdw hy[ zulm dw smbmd iksy ^ws jwq/kom nwl nhin humdw Aqy ieh zwlm izawdw smw duniaw qo luk nhin skdw: 147
ijs qyz di Gwt guru auqry aus qyz qon KUn nhin sukdw dsqwr sjw ky Aw jwvy BwvyN iqlk lgw ky Aw jwvy swqon AOrMgzyb nhin lukdw[ 8 iehnw zwlm hwkmw dy ivrod ivc KVox vwly s`c dy h`k ivc Bugqx vwly ienswn vi iesy smwj dw ih`sw hn[ ShwdqW/blIdwnW qon bwad hi hwkm idr ƒ Aihsws humdw hy ik s`c dy rwh aupr c`lx vwly kom dy nwiekw ƒ kdy ^qm nhin kiqw jw skdw: hwkm ƒ Pyr pqw l`gw s`icaw SwhW dy DV auqy isr di QW surj humdy ny qy SmSIrW dy nwl kdi surj nw kql krw humdy[ 9 kvi smgiq Aqy Sbd di qwkq num qyg Aqy rbwb dy prqik rwhi aujwgr krdw hy: nhin jy Sbd qw qyzw di Dwr kwiql hy nhin rbwb qw ruhw ƒ kuj shwrw nhin 10 surjiq pwqr 'giq' ivc ihmdu is`k pwvy kwrn ivgvy hwlwq aulikdw hy[ ies lei guru nwnk, kbir, &rid dy prqikw ƒ vrqdw hy[ auh 1947 di vmf ƒ Xwd krvwaundw hoieaw lokwei ƒ hux vwli vmf ƒ rokx prqi pryirq krdw hy[ kvi lok mnw ivc moh muh`bq pydw krky swjivwlqw dy Aihsws ƒ jgwaundw hy: 148
myƒ qw SyK &rid ibnw, AimE vi ip`kw lgdw ey[ myƒ qw smq kbir ibnw, do myl hi in`kw lgdw ey[ 11 auh guru nwnk di bwxi ivcli 'AwrqI' dy hvwly nwl ies smswr di iekmutqw Aqy AdvYq ƒ pys krdw hy: Asmwn ijdhy lei Qwl ijhw, surj qy cmd icrwz Dry[ qwry ijs ^wqr moqi sn, qy pvn cvr idn rwq kry[ 12 kvi Anuswr mn`uk ƒ Dwrimk smkirxqw ƒ iqawg ky Asl dusmx di pihcwx krni cwhidi hy[ ausdi lvwei dogly ikrdwr dy DwrnI lokw nwl, du`kw Bu`KW nwl hoxi cwhidi hy[ auh lov Anuswr hiqawrbmd Xu`D di AihmIAq qon ienkwri dw humdw hoieaw vi ieiqhws ivc hoeiaw ZlqIAW ƒ duhrwaux dy h`k ivc nhin[ "Awpxy Awly-duAwly p`sry XQwrQ ƒ smjx smjwaux lei Aqy jw ipr, dusiraw dy Avcyqn ƒ bdlx, SoSx krn ih`q Aqy dusiraw aupr AwpxI ivcwrdwrw dw Awropx krn lei mnu`k Awid kwl qon ibmn ibmn im`qw di inrmqr isrjxw krdw Aw irhw hy[ 13 surjiq pwqr ienswn dy AMdr kuj kr guzrn di privrqi ƒ guru nwnk dw vli kmdwri dy csmy ivcon nir ik`cx di imq rwhi pys krdw hy[ imq Anuswr guru nwnk dyv ji audwsi smyn BweI mrdwny num ipaws l`gx auprmq vli kmdwri dy csmy ivcon pwxi pix lei Byjdw hy[ vli kmdwri dy ienkwr krn qy guru swihb mrdwny ƒ iek soti idmdy hn ijs nwl auh 149
csmy qon lik ik`c ky ijvyn hi hyt ilawaundw hy nwl hi csmw vi hyt Aw jwdw hy: zminon Pu`t pau csmw jy Ku`iBAw qir ik`cwgw[ guru dy nw 'qy myn vi iek vli dw nir ik`cwgw[ 14 kvi ƒ mihsus humdw hy ik hux ies smwj ƒ dyx lei aus kol kihx ƒ kuj vi nhin hy[ iek smw si jdon guru nwnk dyv ji ies DrqI aupr Awey Aqy auhnw ny lokw ƒ rwh idkwey, supny id`qy: myry irhbr iemj ikhw si: surj cmd icrwz ny myry Qwl ggn hy isrsti iek SwjInw BUq Biv`K qy vrqmwn diaw sb AwvwzW eys rwg ivc rliaw ieh sb iek swzinw 15 ies nwl burwei ^qm hoei qw zwlm idr ny i&krgrsq ho ky scwei dy AwlMbdwrW num ^qm krnw SurU kr id`qw[ ies zulm dy ivrod ivc s`c dy h`k ivc qlvwr autxi subwvk krm si[ kvi Anuswr qlvwr scwei dy h`k Aqy ivrod dovw lei c`l skdi hy[ qlvwrw dw Awpxw koei ArQ nhin humdw iesƒ ArQ ienswn idmdw hy[ A`j klh swfi soc qy ieiqhws Awps ivc auljy pey hn: qlvwrw dw Awpxw ArQ nhin hy koei qlvwrw ƒ ArQ idmdy ny h`q qy h`qw ƒ msqk msqk ƒ ieiqhws 150
aulj gey ny A`jkl msqk qy ieiqhws 16 'ipqw di Ardws' kivqw ivc pwqr is`k Drm ivcly Ardws di riq ƒ prsquq krdw hy[ is`k Drm ivc prmwqmw kolon iksy vsq di prwpqi lei, hr kwrj AwrMBx qon pihlw Ardws kiqi jwdi hy[ ies kivqw ivclw vkqw prmwqmw A`gy Awpxy Awp ƒ lin krn di Ardws krdw hy[ pwqr Anuswr ieh kivqw ausny Awpxy ipqw di A^IrI aumr ivc auhnw dy AMdr pnpi prbu ivc lin hox di privrqi ƒ prmu`k r`kky ilki: prbu ji, auh kd Ku`lHxw ey duawrw Awpy swz, ij`qy hr butw Awpy vwvnhwrw KolH smumdr pox dy myry swhw dy lei buhy byhi dyhi Kwk 'c rl ky Pu`l ikvy bx suhy 17 surjiq pwqr vrqmwn smyn ivcly smwjk ivvhwr di inswni krdw hy ik hux ieh cok cursqw nhin[ ArQwq hux lok duibdwgrsq nhin ik smwj ivc ki, ikvyn ho irhw hy[ ies sb ipcy kox kwrjsil hy[ mnu`k aus smyn duibdwgrsq si jd ies hnyry qon auh vwik& nhin si[ aus vyly jykr ienswn swri aumr ies smbmdi soc lei vi lgw idmdw ik ikhvw rsqw A^iqAwr kriey, jw jo vi rsqw cux lyndy[ ies vrqwry qon vi auhnw di 151
mwsumiaq hi aujwgr humdi[ ah guru goibmd ismg dy srbms vwrn, pu`qrw ƒ nihw ivc icxy jwx dy ieiqhwsk vyrivaw ƒ vrqdw hy: clo Xwro hux ieh cok C`fIey ik hux ieh cok cursqw nhin hy humdw si, jdon srbms jindw si jdon nihw 'c p`qr icxy jwieaw krdy sn pu`qr nhin jdon smgxw hnhyrw si qy koei sur pqw l`gdw nhin si hnhyry ivc ieh ikdron qir AwauNdw hy qy iks dw qir AwauNdw hy 18 surjiq pwqr dys di r`ikaw lei hkumqw vlon kiqy jwdy Amn SWqI dy prbmdw aupr ivamg krdw hy: hw qusin hi s`cy ho dys di Amwnq qw humdiaw ny divwrw pu`q qw divwrw ivc icxy jwx di Kwqr jmmdy qy pldy ny[ 19 kvi guru goibmd ismg dy pu`qrw dy kom lei nihw ivc icxy jwx dy vyrivaw ƒ vrqdw hoieaw mnu`k ƒ ausdi hoxi qon sucyq krdw hy ik ausdi izmdgi isr& AwrQk pswrw duawly hi GuMmdI hy[ svy ih`qw ivc grisaw 152
ienswn smwj lei kuj vi krn qon Asm`rQ hy[ ies lei auh iksy vi aupwdi dw h`kdwr nhin: myn kursi ivc icx hoieaw hw kursi ivc icixaw pu`qrw ƒ swihbjwdy kox khygw? 20 vrqmwn rwjniqk mwhol mnu`ki supinaw ƒ ^qm kr irhw hy[ ijs kwrn mnu`ki mnw AMdr zihr Br rhi hy[ hnhyry nwl Bry ies smwjk mwhol ivc ivcrdy ausdy Xwr dosq vi AwrQk dov ivc l`gy hoey hn: myn ryqw ivc potw potw gumm irhw hw AwKr iek idn ryqw ivc icixaw jwvwgw ryqw ivc icixaw pu`qrw ƒ swihbzwdy kox khygw 21? lok ih`qw dy lei ieiqhws ivc iek guru goibmd ismg di SmSIr dw Aqy dujw mhwqmw bu`d di AihMsw dw dovyn qriky vrqy gey[ kvi Anuswr Ajoky Xu`g ivc ieh dovyn FMg kwrgwr swibq nhin ho skdy: mhwqmw bu`d qy guru goibmd ismg prmon Drm AihMsw Aqy bydwg ilskdi SmSIr di mulwkwq dy vyinau lei myn bhuq Zlq Sihr hw 22 surjiq pwqr nvyn rwh isrjx lei krniaw pyndiaw kurbwniaw dy smdrb ivc guru Arjn dyv dy q`qi qvi aupr bytx dy ieiqhwsk vyrvy icqrdw hy: ju lo m`qy 'con PutdI hy, auh AslI qwj humdi hy, qvi dy q^q qy bih ky hi s`cy pwqswh bxdy 23 153
kvi Anuswr sdiaw qon s`c dy rsqy aupr c`lx vwly ienswn ƒ Shwdq dw jwm ipawieaw jw irhw hy[ iesdy bwvjud vi s`c dy rwh aupr c`lx vwly lok ^qm nhin ho rhy[ ies lei auh guru qyg bhwdr dw sis auqwrnw, guru goibmd ismg dy KMjr mwrn Aqy eisw di suli ƒ vrqdw hy: kdi qyz dy Gwt auqwiraw ey kdi suli aupr cwivhaw ey kdi ^Mjr siny mwiraw ey myƒ so so vwri mwry ƒ ipr tol rhy ny hiqawry 24 surjiq pwqr ny is`k guruaw nwl smbmdq ieiqhwsk hvwilaw, imqw, prqikw ƒ Awpxy kwiv ivc Anusrx ivdi rwhi sucyq rup ivc iesqymwl krky Awpxw QImk pwswr kiqw[ ausdi lok Xogqw ny iehnw lokdwrwei vyrivaw zriey kwivk QIm di lok idlw q`k sihjy hi rswei krvwei[ pwqr kwiv ivc bu`d Drm nwl smbmdq hvwly/prqik imldy hn[ ienswn AihMsw dy h`k ivc Bugqxw cwhumdw hy pr Ajoky hwlwq ies lei swjgwr prqiq nhin ho rhy[ ienswn aupr ho irhw qs`dd, byiensw&i ausƒ ihmsk privrqiaw lei auqswihq krdi hy: aunj qw myƒ vi bhuq cmgw l`gdw hy SbdW qy ArQW diaw kumjiaw nwl kdi brihmmf ƒ bmd krnw kdi KolH dyxw klws rum 'c bu`d di AihMsw-Bwvnw ƒ ic`ty kbuqr vwg plosxw 154
s&yidaw vrgy husnw qy b`dl vwg irs irs vrsxw 25 kvi 'auh idn' kivqw ivc vi dihsq dy krhumdy idnw di g`l bu`d dy hvwly nwl krdw hy: auh idn jy hux ikqy imly myn ausdy ic`ty hms ijhy j^mi ipmfy qy mlhm lw dyvw 26 pwqr kwiv duinawvin ivhwrw ivc Psy ienswn ƒ pys krdw hy[ pirvwr grihsq ivcliaw qmdw ijsny ienswn ƒ jkv ky r`ikaw hoieaw hy[ ieh qmdw mhwn pur^ ƒ Awm ienswn ivc qbdil krdiaw hn: myrw su`qw ipaw rwhul klyjy l`g XSoDw dy, gxw dy ibrk qno ivhvy dw ru`k myƒ bxwaundw hy[ 27 auh Awm ienswn goqm qon b`ud hox ivcly &wsly ƒ aulikdw hy[ ienswn di aus ik`c ƒ icqrdw hy ijs qihq auh inj qon pwr au`tky smwj di BlweI krn dw cwhvwn humidaw hoieaw vi Awpxy mnobwvw qon KihVw nhin Cufw skdw: myn insidn socdw rihmnw myn hr pl sulgdw rihmnw myn goqm hw Aqy bu`d hox ^wqr qvpdw rihmnw sujwqw dw ktorw vx dy ivc mnzur si myƒ myn pr bodi mtw ivc ausƒ AwauxoN vrjdw rihmnw 28 dujy pwsy kvi goqm dy bu`d bxn dy prqik nwl Awm ienswn dy AnykW rukwvtw dy bwvjud vi smwj BlweI dy rsqy aupr qurn di smvydnw ƒ icqrdw hy[ijs qrhw AnykW koissw vi ausƒ b`ud bxn qon nw rok 155
skiaw[ ipqw duawrw grihsq jivn ivc pwaux dy bwvjud vi auh sb kuj iqawg dy qur igaw: goqmi pyrw dy ivc zmjir nw pwei gei isr& nwzk vyl ausdy gl ƒ ilptwei gei dyk ky Pu`lW ƒ kmlwaundy jo humdw si audws aus byty vwsqy pys nw c`li SDoDn di nhin qw rok idmdw fubxon surj ƒ auh bdlxon ru`qw ƒ vi 29 vrqmwn Xu`g ivcly dogly ikrdwrw di prk lei surjiq pwqr eisw dy s`c lei suli cvn dy moit& ƒ vrqdw hy: g`fo suli ik zrw dykiey ieh eisw hy jw koei hor audyy Bys 'c luikaw hoieaw kvi Awpxy hi gunwhw dy Bwr hyt d`by ienswn diaw BwvnwvW di pyskwri lei slib dy prqik ƒ vrqdw hy: myn ijs slib qy civhaw auh Pyr ibrk bxi hux aus slib qon Pu`lW dy vwg lwh myƒ 30 pwqr ikrsn dy prqik rwhi Ajoky Dwrmk prbmd aupr cot lgwaundw hy[ lok AnykW qrhw dy ibrstwcwr krdy hoey Dwrmk kmmw lei dwn pumn krky AwpxI AslIAq ƒ lukwaundy hn: kwly Dn dy ic`ty is`ky cwvh gey ivaupwri mmdr ivc muskwei jwvy ipr vi ikrsn murwri 32 156
Awm ienswn duawrw smwj sudwr lei kiqi qmmnw di jd purqi nhin humdi qw auh r`bi hond ivc vi S`k krdw hy: ho qusin hi buq ik myri bmsi hi bysuri hy 33 kvi vrqmwn smyn ivc aucy smwjk ruqby di dov ivc Awpxy Asly nwlon t`ut cu`ky ienswn di mwnsk Btkx ƒ pys krdw hy[ ies lei kvi pu`q nwlon mw dy ivcovy ƒ ku`silaw Aqy ie`crw dy prqikw rwhi icqrdw hy[ k`usilaw rwm di mw, ijsdw rwm num bnvws imlx kwrn ivcovw py igaw si Aqy ie`crw purn di mw, purn ƒ szw imlx kwrn ausqon ivcv gei si: bu`fiaw A`KW nwl ausƒ pihcwx ky kihmdi hy: Aw igaw Awqmw rwm, kihmdi hy qy bvw kuj kihmdi rihmdi hy pqw nhin ki ki dukvy rondi hy kdi ku`silaw kdi ie`crw bx jwdi hy[ 34 pwqr 'rukmxi', 'bmsri' dy prqik rwhi burwei nwl smwj sudwr lei ivrodi hwlwq ivc vi lvdy ienswn di i&qrq num icqrdw hy : Gxy BwSw dy vx ivc l&z kmby, vrnw iks dykxw si rukmxi ƒ[... hy EDr A`g di izd ik swvw, myn s`ci kukdi ies bmsri ƒ[ 35 'AMqr smvwd' kivqw dw AwDwr imi@qhwsk pwqr ikrsn hy[ jo ik rwdw nwl vrijq irsqw vi hmfwauxw cwhmudw hy Aqy pqni rukmxi nwl 157
smwjk bmdn ivc vi b`jw hoieaw hy[ kvi vrqmwn smwj ivcly iqrkoxy irsiqaw dy pyskwri krdw hy[ ikrsn rupi ieh ADKVH aumr dw ienswn dohrw ikrdwr hmfw irhw hy[ ies dohri izmdgi ijaundy ienswn di AwpxI izmdgi Aqy ausdy nwl juviaw dujiaw izmdgiaw dy jivn ivc KuSI di jghw audwsi, pryswni, nrwzgi pnpdi hy: rwdw nrwz hy rukmxi audws qy ikrsn pryswn 36 ies duibdwgrsq ienswn kol iehnw irsiqaw lei koei qrk nw hox kwrn ieh cu`p hy[ auh dovyn irsqy hmfwauxw cwhumdw hy prmqu dohw aupr purw nhin auqrdw: ikrsn jo solw klw smpurn Avqwr nhin ADKV aumr dw kvi hy ijs idaw vwlw ivc Du`pW Aqy CwvW di bihs c`l rhi hy bu`lw 'qy bmsri nhin byjwn ijhi ^wmosi hy qy siny ivc rwdw Aqy rukmxi dy smvwd jo aunhw ny boly nhin 37 ''ieh smrcnw mmfi klcr di dyx hy[ mmfi dy kwiedy kwƒn smwijk irsiqaw ivc dwikl ho ky irsiqaw di buinawdi AYsQYitks ƒ hi bdl idmdy hn[ 38 auh Axboly SbdW ƒ pys krdw hy jo auhnw di AMqr Awqmw ivc cl rhy hn[ kvi hox kwrn iehnw ivcwrw ƒ pkvn dy auh smr`q hy[ pryimkw ausƒ vwps pqni kol jwx di qwkid krdi hy[ ausƒ prqiq 158
humdw hy ik iesdi kihxi Aqy krni ivc Prk hox kwrn ieh duijaw ƒ aupdys dyx qon Asm`rQ hy[ pqni ausƒ muaw& krn dy bwvjud vi muv qon, ausy qrhw dw irsqw sqwipq krn di Asm`rQw ƒ prgtwaudi hy: qum muv AwieAw ey pr myry siny ivc sulg rhi ey qyry cor-pyrw di jwx di pyv... 39 kvi mnu`ki mn ivc vsdiaw vrijq BwvnwvW di pyskwri 'myn Cuhx l`gw qyƒ' kivqw ivc krdw hy[ mnu`k iehnw irsiqaw ƒ ijanuxw cwhumdw hy pr aus ivc smwjk tybuaw ƒ qovn dw hiaw nhin hy[ auh iehnw mnwhiaw di aulmgxw nwl imlx vwli szw qon frdw iehnw num qovn qon guryz krdw hy: myn Cuhx l`gw qyƒ bhu-ciqkwr hoieaw AMDyr qvp au`ty so smk nwd ivlky GiVAwl KVk au`ty 40 "rwdw ƒ Cuhx di AiBlwSw dw Ajy ausdy gmdly mn ivc audbv hi humdw hy ik Ajyhw kuhrwm mc`dw hy jo dys-kwl dy ku`l pwswr ƒ hlw ky rk idmdw hy[ AMDyirAW di qvp, smkw di ivlkxi, nwrw/nwriaw dy idlw ivc sulgdy ros, siqguru di kropi Aqy cyilaw dw mzwk, sb ies bhu-ciqkwr ivcon suxwei dyx l`g pyndy hn[ 41 159
ikrsn rupi prymi dy rwdw vlon muvn dy bwvjud vi rwdw ies vrijq irsqy ƒ hmfwauxw locdi hy[ auh cwhumdi hy ik vrijq irsqy ƒ hmfw ky smwjk inxmw ivc qbdili kry: myry 'qy kuj vi ilk dyh nyki bdi di kr dy s`jri inswndyhi kudrq dy sibaqw ivc iek hor Aihdnwmw qum AwpxI ie`cw vrgw aupinsd nvw rc dy[ 42 ikrsn Aijhw krn qon fr jwdw hy[ kvi iehnw kivqwvw ivc ikrsn nwl juviaw im`qw dw rupwqrx Ajoky mmfi klcr di pyskwri lei krdw hy[ auh iehnw rwhi irsiqaw diaw bwrik qmdw ƒ CUMhdw hy[ surjiq pwqr Ajoky mnu`k di gumjldwr smwjk vrqwry smbmdi smj di lwcwri ƒ BISm ipqwmw dy prqik rwhi prgtwaundw hy[ "BISm cmdrvmsi rwjy swnqnu di iesqri gmgw di k`uk ivcon jmimaw[ mhwbwrq dy Xu`D di smwpqi ipcon vi BISm XuiDStr ƒ rwjniqi qy sdwcwr niqi Aqy lok ivvhwr di Amu`k isikawvw dyndy rhy 43 pwqr Anuswr Awm ienswn ies vrqwry ivcon aubrdy AnykW qrhw dy prsnw dy auqr dyx qon Asm`rQ hy: myn CqrI ku ij`fw AwkwS hw gumjdw hoieaw hvw di sw sw dw pmjwbi ivc Anuvwd krdw AjIbo-ZrIb dr^q hw hzwrw rmg brmgy i&kiraw nwl ivminhaw in`kw ijhw BISm ipqwmw hw myn quhwfy prsnw dw ki auqr idaw? 44 160
pwqr kwiv ivc ieslwmi ipcokv vwli imq dw iesqymwl vi hoieaw hy: auh qyri nwh si ijvyn l&z koei 'kun' qon ault hzwr cmd bujy aus iek hi pihr AMdr 45 "kun dw ArQ hy 'ho jwh' ijsdw Bwv hy ik ^udw ny ikhw 'ho jwh' qw ieh smwj hond ivc AwieAw 46 pwqr kwiv ivc lok Drm nwl smbmdq lokdwrwei sm`gri vi imldi hy[ "lok Drm dw AwDwr mul rup ivc Ajyhy lok-ivsvws hn, ijhvy Dwrimk rhu-riqw Aqy AnuSTwnW duawrw smwj ivc AwpxI pkv mzbuq krdy hn[ 47 lok Drm ivc dyvi dyviqaw di mnoq prcilq hy[ pwqr kwiv ivc iehnw nwl smbmdq vwhnw dw izkr vi imldw hy: iks vwhn qy Aw irhy k`cu qy jw grv qy jw ik pydl Aw irhw kmfw cub lmgvw irhw 48 lok mn hmysw hi muskl smyn ivc Awpxy iest di ArwDnw krdw hy[ kvi sb kuj gvw ky prmwqmw di tyk lyndi ienswni mwniskqw di prsquqi krdw hy: iek ndi dy ivc iksy dw jd bhuq kuj fu`b igaw aus lei iek bu`q nmgw dyvqw bx inkilaw[ 49 dyviqaw di ArwDnw krky, auhnw ƒ irjw ky mn cwhy vr di prwpqi kiqi jwdi hy[ kvi Anuswr Ajoky du`kw dw h`l iehnw purwxy dyviqaw kol 161
nhin hy[ ieqy auh sucyq p`dr aupr rupwqrx ivdi di vrqon krky lok mwniskqw ƒ icqrdw hy: mor pmkw qy byti sursqi nhin isv dy nmdi 'qy Asvwr pwro nhin s`qw gauaw ƒ h`kdi ausw vi nhin iksy ku`k ivcon augdw kmvl vi nhin qy kmvl 'qy susoibq aumw vi nhin 50 Ajoky lokw dy du`kw drdw ƒ h`l krn lei nvyn dyviqaw di lov BwsdI hy[ iehnw smqwpy mnw ƒ iksy hor ƒ d`uk dy ky hi swqi imldi hy: hor di hwr Swmq iksy hor di jw ibadbi iksy KUb kihmdy khwaudyn hunrmmd di jw iksy v`fy nwiek di byhrumqi ausdi haumy 'con ismmdw lhu ieh ny Awpxy nvyn dyvqy dyviqaw dy nwl auh irsiaw nwl smbmdq lok kqw mwfl ƒ vrqdw hy[ isrjx prikiraw dy mwidam rwhi pwqr Awpxy Avcyqn dw gubwr k`f lyndw hy pr ieh AnuBv, mnosmqwp, mnogumjlw Aqy AiqRpqIAW bhuq hi AwnMddwiek rup ivc prgt humdy hn[ 52 ausdi ieh kivqw ies qrhw dw hi Bwv prgtwvw krdi hy: iek ndi AweI irsi dy kol mmgx lei idsw 162
aus ndi ƒ irsi dy qrsyivaw ny pi ilaw[ 53 mnu`k di Awpxy AMdrly nwl cldi jmg guru pir vi ^qm krn qon Asm`rQ hn[ Ajokw mnu`k prmprw Aqy AwDuinkqw ivc ltkdw hox kwrn KlwA ivc ijaundw hy: myry AMdr jmg si jo auh hti hi nw kdy ikmny gur qy pir myry krn Awey swilsi 54 kvi 'DuKdw jmgl' ivc kivqw ivc pmjwb dy ieiqhws ƒ icqrdw hy[ ies smwj di KuShwlI ƒ ^qm krn vwli dihsq di A`g ƒ BVkwaux dw izmmyvwr iks ƒ TihrwieAw jwvy? rwjniqi di cup ny iesƒ hor BVkwieAw hy[ ies msly ƒ auljwaux ivc hi rwjniqi dw &wiedw hy[ rwjniqivwn ies rwj ivcon iek hor rwj bxwauxw cwhumdy hn[ ies lei auhnw ny ies smwj ivcli dihsq dw rolw cwry pwsy pwieaw hy[ pwqr pir idawaux dy lokdwrwei vyrvy di vrqon krdw hoieaw ieh q`q aubwrdw hy ik lokwei ƒ dihsq dy rsqy aupr clx lei iehnw rwjniqivwnw ny hi mzbur kiqw hy: hor koei jd rwh jmgl ƒ rws nw AwieAw si[ kuj ru`kw ny ijs dihsq dw rwh ApxwieAw si[ qy ijsdw jmgl ƒ imhxw muv muv AwieAw si[ ieaun qum Awpy hi aus rwh ƒ pir bxwieaw si[ qum ikaun g`usy hux jd auhi pir idawvw myn[ 55 163
kvi ies mwhol dy Biv`K dw vi vrxn krdw hy[ iek nw p`ki hy Aqy dujw hw-p`ki[ aus Anuswr ies mwhol ƒ ^qm vi kiqw jw skdw hy Aqy iesƒ vdwieaw vi jw skdw hy[ surjiq pwqr Ah`ilAW Aqy goqm di imq kqw dy moit& di vrqon krdw hy[ jdon vylw ivhwa cu`ki prmprw di inrmqrqw ƒ qoivaw jwdw hy[ mnu`ki mn AMdr ies vrqwry lei mukqi dy nwl nwl gunwhgwr hox dw Aihsws vi pnpdw hy prmqu ies prmprw dy tu`tx nwl AnykW nvyn ivcwr, nviaw KwihSW jnm lydiaw hn: itki rwq ivc ausny 'nhin' ies qrw ikhw ik qwry ikmny hi pl JwjrW vwg Cxkdy rhy im`ti 'con suhw gulwb au`igaw AhilAw jwg ky inrq krn l`gi ru`kw qon syaw p`qy JVyy sihsrw nvyn Pu`ty[ 56 surjiq pwqr di inji jivn ivcli Gtnw dw smbmd vi ies nwl hy[ Awpxy ipqw ƒ ivawh qon ienkwr krn auprmq ausdy mn AMdr ieko vyly mukqi Aqy gunwh dy Aihsws Awkwr grihx krdy hn[ lok Drm dy qihq ivsvws kiqw jwdw hy ik mnu`ki jun dur`lb hy[ ieh curwsi l`k junw qon bwad imldi hy[ ies qrw junw di Dwrnw ƒ prvwngi id`qi jwdi hy[ mnu`k ijvyn dw krm krygw ausy qrhw di ausƒ jun prwpq hovygi[ pwqr vi Awpxy kwiv ivc ies lok ivsvws ƒ prsquq krdw nzri pyndw hy: myn ipcly jnm 'c A`g bxky swvy hoxgy Pu`l 164
ik jun Pu`l di eysy lei imli myƒ 57 kvi mnu`ki jivn dy ieiqhws ƒ aulikdw hy ik ikvyn ieh KuShwlI qon SurU humdw hy[ ijaun ijaun Awpxw pynfw qih krdw hy, ies ivc audwsi AwauNdI jwdi hy[ ies jnm ivcli audwsi ausƒ ipcly jnm ivc kiqy gunwhw kwrn AwauNdI prqiq humdi hy: qyƒ ki d`siey ni k`lh diey ikviey, aumrw dw ieiqhws, ikhvy jnm dy AsIN gunwhi swƒ kox vyly di ipaws[ 58 auh jun ƒ jivn dy prsmg ivc vi pys krdw hy ik ienhw smw biqx dy bwvjud vi Awm lokw dy jivn p`dr ivc koei &rk nhin vwpiraw: swfi jun auhi, lmg gey eyqon, ikmny jnvri Aqy Agsq loko 59 mnu`k hmysw sibak smwj ivc ivcrn lei Awpxy AMdr pnp rhiaw smwjk vrjnwvw ƒ dbwaundw hy[ kvi Anuswr mnu`k jd iehnw BwvnwvW ƒ dbwaundw hy qw ieh ^qm nhin humdiaw[ sgon Awpxw rup bdl lyndiaw hn[ ioes lei iehnw ƒ dbwaux nwlon iehnw ƒ vdx Pulx dw mokw dyxw cwhidw hy: vrjy hoey Pu`l kdi nw mrdy vrjy hoey Pu`l hmysw jun pltdy jun plt ky s`p bx jwdy Awpxy Gr diaw KUMjW KrlW AMdr ikdry luk jwdy ny 60 165
kvi Anuswr jy ies smwj ivc mmgx nwl h`k /iensw& iml jwx qw ipr p`qr rupi ienswn vi Awpxy h`k mmgx qon guryj nw krn Aqy kmd rupi ienswn, jo kdi vi nhin boly 'jib di jun' Awaux lei auqwvly hox : jy suxqy hox puniq Pyr qw p`qrw dw vi ji krdw kuj khiey qy kmdw dy vi kmn cwhumdy AsIN jib di juny AweIey 61 Awm ienswn dy bolx vwl v`fy v`fy mhw purkw dy jivn aupron prdy cu`ky jwxgy Aqy AslIAq swhmxy Aw jwvygi: qy pryq-jun ivc py ky Btkx surg-invwsi 62 kvi ienswn dy pox pwxi ivc lin hox/nwmhix hox dy Awlm ƒ drswaundw hy[ mminaw jwdw hy ik ienswn pmjw q`qw qon bixaw hy Aqy mrn auprmq ieh swry q`q Awpxy Awpy ivc ipr qon lin ho jwdy hn: iesqon A`gy qw AwdmI aupron ausdi puswk ausdw nwm ausdi Xwd ikry pox pwxi di bmdw jun pvy 63 auqy hr ienswn ƒ AwpxI AslIAq smg ijauxw pvygw: iesqon A`gy qw AYsw Awlm hy hr koei AwpxI AslI jun pvy 64 166
kvi l&zw di AihmIAq ƒ auhnw di qwkq ƒ aujwgr krdw hy[ l&z ijsmw qon pwr jwdy hn[ ArQwq ienswn dy ^qm hox qon bwad vi ausdi rcnw ijaundi rihmdi hy: jwau lpzo swife, Agly jnm lmg jwe byktk ijsmw dw pul 65 mnu`k dy Agly jnm lyx di Dwrnw nwl ieh vi prcilq hy ik jykr koei Amr Pl prwpq kr lvy qw auh kdy nhin mrdw, Amr ho jwdw hy[ pwqr Amr Pl dy zriey smwjk ivvsqw aupr ivamg krdw hy[ ieqy ijayyundy jia qw ienswn duawrw kiqy gey kwrj aus ƒ suhrq nhin imldi mrn auprmq ausdw snmwn v`k v`k aupwdiaw dy rup ivc kiqw jwdw hy: moieaw di mmfi 'c ivkdw Amr Pl lmg jwe bx igaw is&qw dw pul 66 lok Drm ivc mukqi Aqy Awvwgvx dw smklp mojud hy[ jd ienswn cmgy kmm krdw hy qw aus num jnm mrn dy c`krw qon mukqi prwpq humdi hy[ auh prmwqmw ivc lin ho jwdw hy[ jykr cmgy kwrj nhin krdw hy[ auh Awvwgvx dy c`krw ivc PisAw rihmdw hw[ pwqr AwpxIAW kivqwvw ivc 'mukqi' Aqy 'Awvwgvx' ƒ pys krdw hy ik jd mnu`k SbdW duawrw AwpxIAW BwvnwvW ƒ ivakq krdw hy qw auh Btkx qon mukq ho jwdw hy jd auhnw ƒ AMdr hi dbwaundw hy qw auh Btkxw dw iskwr ho jwdw hy: mminaw myn auh mukqi dw dr hw ijs QwxI lmigaw qyry kuj swhw ƒ mukqi iml jwvygi 167
bwki swhw ƒ moq iml AixAweI qy Awvwgvx rhygw 67 pwqr mr cu`ky ienswn di kbr aupr divw jgwaux dy lokdwrwei mul dy smskwr ƒ vrqdw hy: mr Kp igaw ƒ ids nw ikqy pyx Gr dy rwh kbrw 'qy roz rwq ƒ divy jgox nwl 68 ausƒ SMkw hy ik jykr ies qrhw dw smwjk mwhol irhw qw ausdy ivcwrw ƒ A`gy iljwx vwlw koei nhin hovygw: ieh vi Swied myrw Awpxw vihm hy koei divw jgygw myri kbr 'qy jy hvw ieh rhi kbrw auqy qw ki sb GrW 'c vi divy bujy rihxgy 69 lok Drm ADIn ipqrw di pujw, auhnw di swfy jivn ivc AihmIAq aupr XkIn kiqw jwdw hy[ ipqr mr ky vi smskwrw qy simrqiaw dy rup ivc swfy AMdr ijaundy hn[ iehnw qon ienswni mwniskqw ip`cw nhin Cufw skdi: myn jnm jnm qon qp irhw A`j ho jwxw si swq pr hux AMs bms dy rup ivc myn jnm jnm q`k qpwgw[ 70 auh rwq biq gei pr ausdi qwiraw vwli cumni smskwrw dy kmifaw ivc aulj gei 168
ipqrw di Adwlq ny aus cumni ƒ AwpxI ihrwsq ivc ly ilaw 71 kvi Awpxy AMdr dy klys ƒ vi 'ipqrw'dy zriey pys krdw hy[ ausƒ prqiq humdw hy ik auh Awpxy ipqrw dy d`sy rsqy aupr nhin cl sikaw: myn ipqrw dw s`kxw ivhvw aujvi hoei kmwei hw myn 72 ies smwj ivc jdon burwei rupi AMDkwr hovygw qw ienswn igawn di rosni ivc Awpxy purikaw dy rsqy aupr jw ky ies AMDkwr dw ivrod krygw : Swm auqr AwvygI AMDkwr hovygw myn vi Pyr jwvwgw dip r`k ky qliaw 'qy purikaw dy rsqy qy 73 kvi Anuswr ipqr mr ky vi smskwrw dy rup mnu`ki mnw ivc vsdy hn: qmwm mr gey ipqrw dy nhum myri CwqI dy ivc KuBy pey ny zrw dyko qw shi mr igaw ƒ vi ijaundy rihx di ikmni lwlsw hy[ 74 mnu`k isr& Awpxw jivn hi nhin ijaundw[ ausdy Awpy ivc prmprw dy rup ivc ausdy ipqr vi Swiml humdy hn: hr vwri Awpxy hi A`QrU 169
A`KIAW ivc nhin AwauNydy kdi kdi swfy ipqr vi rondy swfiaw A`KW QwxIN[ 75 smskwrw ivc b`jw hoieaw ienswn AwpxI mrzi Anuswr vrjnwvw qon mukq ho ky jivn ijaux qon As`mrQ hy[ iehnw vrjnwvw/smskwrw di aulgmxw krn auprmq ausƒ ipqrw di Adwlq ivc pys hoxw pyndw hy[ ies qrw d`biaw BwvnwvW ienswn di mwniskqw num BtwaudIAW hn : myn aus nwl bihs kiqi pr ipr vi pqw nhin ikaun myry mn dw koei ih`sw krlwaundw ey qy myƒ ipqrw purikaw di Adwlq ivc pys hox lei Aksr s`dw AwauNdw ey[ 76 pwqr kwiv ivc ipqrw nwl smvwd vi mojud hy[ "kivqw iek Acyq sucyq smvwd hy, iek gihri ijhi gu&qgu, kdi Awpxy Awp nwl, kdi AwpixAW nwl, kdi dosqw kdi dusmxw nwl, kdi purikaw kdi vwrsw nwl, kdi hwizrw kdi gyr hwizrw nwl, kdi iksy iek rwzdwn nwl, kdi jn smuh nwl, kdi r`b nwl, kdi hvw nwl[ 77 kei vwr ienswn ƒ Awpxy ipqrw dy rsqy aupr clidaw jivn ivc KuSIAW di kurbwni vi dyxi pyndi hy: hy ipqro purike mr mr ky jiide 170
ikaun zruri hy Blw swƒ aus CwnxI 'con Cwnxw ik swfy hwsy qw dozk di A`g ivc ikr jwx qy aupr isr& hmju rih jwx 78 iehnw smskwrw qon mumh movn vwly ienswn ƒ ipqrw di kropi vi J`lxI pyndi hy: itki rwq ivc ausny 'nhin' ies qrhw ikhw ik kbrw qy isivaw 'co sihsrw ipqr icmgwv au`ty 79 lok Drm Anuswr jd mnu`k bury krm krdw hy ausƒ pwp ikhw jwdw hy, jd cmgy krm krdw hy qw pumn ikhw jwdw hy[ dohw dw hi Pl mnu`k ƒ Bugqxw pyndw hy[ 'aunhw dw ivrlwp' kivqw ivc pwqr bury idnw ƒ Xwd krdw hy jdon pwp hi pumn si: jwmni idn jdon ijnwh ibl-jbr vi jhwd dw ih`sw si pwp hi pumn si kwli sukdi ie`cw qy AwdrS ivc koei díyq nw si 80 surjiq pwqr smwj ivc PYl rhi burwei qy prsn icmnh lgwaundw hy: pumn si Kbry pwp si, jw ipr A`lHw Awp si 171
Gr di srdl t`p gei dirawvw di cwl 81 ausƒ prqiq humdw hy ik pumn qy pwp ienswni isrjxw hy: AgnI ƒ joqw, cuilhaw, isivaw ivc vmf ky pumn pwp qw myn hi Awp bxwey[ 82 lok Drm Anuswr surg di prwpqi lei AnykW prkwr dy cmgy krm kiqy jwdy hn[ kvi dihsq dy simaw aupr ivamg krdw hy ik aus vkq surg ƒ jwx dw rsqw dusmx ƒ ^qm krky prwpq kiqw jw skdw si: qy surg dw rsqw bhuq is`dw si dusmxw diaw jweiaw 'con mws dy pulw QwxIN A`g qy pwxi vwg 83 auh auhnw idnw ƒ dubwrw bulwaundw hy qw jo auh auhnw dy auhly Awpxy AMdr diaw kwliaw BwvnwvW ƒ bwhr k`f sky: AsIN quhwfy bhwny irhwei dy dvwgy Awpxy AMdr f`ky hoey myly dirawvw ƒ AiqRpq ipqrw diaw pryq-awqmwvw ƒ d`biaw hoeiaw kwliaw BwvnwvW ƒ[ 84 surjiq pwqr diaw kivqwvw ivc pryqw dw izkr vi hoieaw imldw hy: pryq si Kbry pox si Byq nhin kuc kox si 172
rihmdw si kuj hokdw, rl ky swhw nwl 85 kvi mnu`kqw ƒ AMD ivsvws ivcon inklky Awaux vwli pivhi ƒ KuShwlI dyx dw smdys idmdw hy: qum ipmjr, pryq, kbrw pujdw ey, myn pujw b`icaw di muskxi ƒ[ 86 lok Drm Anuswr BtkdIAW ruhw ƒ pryq AwqmwvW ikhw jwdw hy[ kvi Anuswr ienswn di bhuq dukdwiek siqqi ausƒ pryq ivc qbdil kr idmdi hy[ bycyn ienswn mrky vi cyn nhin prwpq kr skdy: ijsƒ qusin bhuq ruawegy auh AMq h`s pvygw pwgl ho ky jwnon mwr mukwegy qw muv Awvygw pryq bx ky qy pryq ƒ qusin mwr nhin skdy 87 - surjiq pwqr Anuswr ausdi hr kivqw pryqw ƒ mwrn dw Xqn hy: pryq bmdukw nwl nhin mrdy myri hr kivqw pryqw ƒ mwrn dw mmqr hy[ 88 GVI kivqw ivc kvi izmdgi di r&qwr ƒ pys krdw hy[ ieh mksd rihq izmdgi inrmqr rup ivc quri jw rhi hy: muv muv k`fy EhI gyvy hor n koei pynfw iesdw ieh bs AwpxI AauD inbyvy 173
mr cu`ikaw ny iesƒ eysy rwhy pwieaw BUq pyrqw fwiel iesdw KUb bxwieaw 89 'hux GrW ƒ prqxw' kivqw ivc lok smgrs dy rwh qury ienswn di dwsqwn ƒ pys kiqw hy[ ies smgrs ivc j`uty lokw dw hux GrW ƒ prqxw AOKw hyn ikaunjo iehnw dy ivcwrw ivc qbdili Aw cu`ki hy[ ies ivc ausny lok Drm ivclw tuxw, srwp, pryq dw izkr kiqw hy: fr jweygi myri mw myrw pu`qr myry qon v`fi aumr dw ikhvy swdu dy srwp iks SrIkx cmdri dy tuxy twmx nwl hoieaw 90 ies ivclw vkqw soc di p`dr aupr AwpxI mw qon v`fi aumr di hy[ iemny smyn ipcon imlx kwrn ausƒ ijaundi mw ƒ vykxw AwcMBq l`gdw hy: eyny fub cu`ky ny surj eyny mr cu`ky ^udw ijaundi mw ƒ vyk ky Awpxy jw ausdy pryq hovx dw hoeygw qo^lw 91 auh smwj dy mojudw hwlwq dw vrxn krdw hoieaw ivamg krdw hy ik ies qrhw dy mwhol ivc jw qw ienswn Awpxy Awp ƒ rcw lvy jw ipr burwei iklw& smgrs ivc j`ut jwvy[ ijs lei ausƒ ies smwjk vrqwry vlon AprwDI GoiSq kiqw jwvygw : jw cuk qyz mukwil& ho jw, mujirm nw bx munisp ho jw, pumn bxw dy pwp[ 92 174
ies smwjk vrqwry lei auh sucyq p`dr aupr Awpxy Awpƒ gunhgwr mihsus krdw hy: tu`tiaw kliaw dw myry siny ivc ivrlwp moeiaw icviaw dw myry isr qy sdw srwp 93 vr hmysw su`k prwpqi lei mmigaw jwdw hy[ ieqy auh prmwqmw di bjwie kivqw kolon Awpxy du`kw aupr h`sx dw vr mmgdw hy: qyriaw poviaw s`ciaw su`ciaw hauky qon hwsy q`k auciaw Awpxy hauky qy h`s skiey vr dy dyvxhwr 94 lok Drm ADIn iksy vi aus vsq ƒ ijsdw smbmd pivqrqw nwl joivaw jwdw hy, ausƒ jl prvwh kiqw jwdw hy[ pwqr Awpxy kwiv ivc hwkm idr dy ivvhwr qy ivamg krdw hy, jo scwei dy rsqy aupr c`lx vwly ienswnw diaw lwsw di vi byadbi krdy hn: dwh smskwr di QW kiqiaw jo jl-prvwh lwsw ƒ ki &rk ipaw EdW ki g`dwrw ny surg cly jwxw si[ 95 kvi kivqw ivc diivaw dy rup ivc Awpxy smskwrw/ivcwrw ƒ jl prvwh krky purikaw qon vwrsw q`k phumcwaudw hy: 175
A`j ies Swm dy p`qx 'qy myn AwpxI CwqI ivcli A`g dy jgdy diivaw ƒ jl prvwh krdw hw jl-prvwh krdw hw XwdW diaw AsqIAW AwpxI rkq dy nwdi pusp ieh jl jo purikaw dy prbq qon vwirsw dy dys v`l vgdw hy[ 96 lok mn duk vyly Awpxy iest A`gy su`kw su`kdw hy[ Ajoky mn smqwpy gey hn[ ijnhw krky sihj subwvk nind di bjwie goliaw Kw ky soxw pyndw hy[ ies rwhi kvi mnu`ki mn ivcly KO& ƒ pys krdw hy[ ies KO& qon injwq lei auh s`ukw su`kdy hn: hux qw rwq dw AMD qy mhwswgr, aus ivc jwn dw KO& jhwz foly[ su`kw sukidaw ƒ ikdry idsy DrqI, ju`gw bwad suxiey koei icvi boly[ 97 pwqr kwiv ivc smwdw jtyiraw dw vi izkr hy[ lok jivn ivc iehnw di pujw dw bhuq mh`qv hy[ ienswn jdon Biv`K vl vddw hy qw ausƒ prmprw ƒ iqawgxw pyndw hy prmqu AwpixAw dy moq ausƒ hor A`gy vdx qon rokdi hy: myry pyrw hyt p`kiaw QwvW AwaudINAW ny jtyiraw diaw smwdw qy aunhw dy aupdys 98 176
ivigawnk qr`ki jw mnu`ki soc ivkisq hox dy bwvjud vi mnu`ki mn Afol AvsQw ivc iehnw di tyk lyndw hy[ auh ies pdwrqvwdi Xug ivc ^udw dy Awsry ƒ duniaw kolon lukw ky r`kdw hy[ ies ivclw vkqw Awpxy p`uqr ƒ moq kol phumicaw vyk ky ^udw dw Awsrw lyndw hy: ik buj irhw hy myryy mn 'con Pls&w pivhaw Atkdw frdw ik koei jwxkwr qk nw lvy myn iek smwd dy pyrw dy ivc hw Aw KiVAw 99 'tuxw' lok Drm dw ih`sw hy[ tuxw Awpxw burw prbwv dujy aupr pwaux lei kiqw jwdw hy[ pwqr kwiv ivc tuxw ibmb dy rup ivc imldw hy: kwli rwq vrwny it`ly eydw vrsy minh ijaun koei ADKV AOq jnwni nhwvy ivc SmSwn 100 surjiq pwqr ny rwjniqk ivvsqw ƒ prgtwaux lei lok Drm ivcly jmqr-mmqr, jwdugrni dw iesqymwl kiqw hy: qyrw vi nwm rkwgy qyri CwqI 'qy vi KMjr jw qgmw Dr idawgy jix jogw qw ho qyri vi h`iqaw kr idawgy myn bu`fi jwdugrni bvy mmqr jwxdi hw 101 ieh bu`fi jwdugrni rupi rwjniqk ivvsqw pihlw qw ienwmw/ahiudaw nwl ivrodi Awvwz ƒ Awpxy h`k ivc krdi hy[ auh ivrod krn vwly di iksm buj ky hr hwlq ivc ausƒ Awpxy vs ivc krnw jwxdi hy[ ijhvw vs ivc nhin humdw ausƒ ^qm kr idmdi hy[ 177
pwqr kwiv ivc lok ivsvws, rsmw-irvwjw, lok klwvw, lok ismgwr, iqauhwrw, pynfu mwhol di pyskwri kiqi gei hy[ lok ivsvws lok jivn dw Aihm AMg hn[ vrqmwn smyn ivc ivigawnk aun`qi dy bwvjud vi lok mwniskqw A`j vi iksy nw iksy rup ivc iehnw di tyk lyndi hy[ fw. gurmiq ismg Anuswr ivsvws iksy AidRS vrqwry aupr Brosy ƒ ikhw jwdw hy[ surjiq pwqr kwiv ivc lok ivsvwsw di pyskwri hoei imldi hy: ibrd mry qw kbr 'qy augy ikkr jw kmifawli A`g qy du`d dy Pu`l ikvdy ny ijqy mry kuawri 102 lok ivsvws hy ik koviaw imrcw isr qon vwr ky A`g ivc sut`x nwl l`gi nzr sv ky suawh ho jwdi hy[ kvi pmjwb di nzr auqwrn di g`l krdw hy: l`gi nzr pmjwb ƒ, eydhi nzr auqwro[ ly ky imrcw koviaw, eyhdy isr qon vwro[ 103 kvi KuShwl vsdy pmjwb ivcly dihsqi mwhol dy pnpn lei nzr l`gx ƒ izmmyvwr TihrwauNdw hy[ imrcw vwrn nwl ijvyn l`gi nzr auqr jwdi hy[ aus qrhw pmjwb s`misaw dw h`l l`bx nwl pmjwb ivclw dihsqi mwhol ^qm ho jwvygw[ aus Anuswr ieh imrcw bwhron l`bx di bjwie AMdroN hi prwpq ho jwxiaw hn[ imrcw dy hvwly nwl kvi pmjwb AMdrly kovy ksyly hwlwq di g`l krdw hy[ pihli nzr aus vyly l`gi jd pmjwbi AwpxI mwq BwSw pmjwbi ƒ Bul gey, duji vwr id`li dy dmigaw dw ielzwm is`kw isr l`g igaw[ hwkm idr ny is`kw ƒ dosi imq ky iehnw dy kql 178
krvwey, ies kqlyawm ivc b`cy, bu`fy jvwn swry mwry gey, ipr vi ies mwhol ivcli kuvqn Kqm nw hoei: p`qy buty fofiaw, Pu`lW diaw lviaw[ sb kuj A`g ivc sv igaw, imrcw nw sviaw[ 104 ies kivqw ivc kvi pmjwb nwl smbmdq koviaw ksyliaw GtnwvW dw vrxn krdw hy[ "ies kivqw dw ipcokv pmjwb dw mslw hy[ ies ivc auhi kuj prgt hoieaw jo myry mn ivc si, KbrW, GtnwvW, ivcwrw qy AihswsW dy rup ivc[ 105 "kivqw dw PurnW gyb ivcon AwauNdw lgdw hy pr aus gyb ivc kvi dw igawn, AnuBv, irawz, Avcyqn sb kuj Swml humdw hy[ prgt auhi hovygw jo quhwfy mn di dolq dw ih`sw si[ Aprgt ƒ prgt hox dw mokw kei vwr Acncyq iml jwdw hy, koei bwhri idrs, koei CotI ijhi g`l[ 106 kvi mnu`k ƒ smdys idmdw hy ik jo kuj swfy v`ifaw/purikaw ny kiqw auhnw ƒ Bulw ky A`gy qon pmjwb di KuShwlI di kwmnw krni cwhidi hy: A`g ipqrw di jib hy, EdI Bytw cwvho[ auh ipqrw dw biijaw biqy smg swvo[ 107 surjiq pwqr AMD ivsvwsw ƒ vi ^qm krn dw smdys smcwrq krdw hy: AYvy nw bu`qw qy foli jw pwxi 179
jw ikdry ibrkw 'qy ieh brsw pwxi 108 auh ivawh nwl smbmdq rsmw irvwjw ƒ vi lokdwrwei sm`gri v`jon iesqymwl krdw hy[ "rsmw riqw Dwrimk/jwdUeI Bwvnw nwl kiqi gey ivdivq kwrj humdy hn ijnhw dy krn nwl mn ie`icq &l di prwpqi di Aws kiqi jwdi hy[ iesy qrhw Sbd irvwj hy jo ruv ho cukiaw mwnqwvw ƒ drswaundw hy[ 109 mihmdi SgnW dw prqik hy jo ivawh vyly lgwei jwdi hy[ kvi ies dy mwidam nwl ivawh prxwli ivc ips rhiaw AOrq diaw smvydnwvw ƒ icqrdw hy: iek kyd con duji kyd 'c phumc gei ki K`itAW mihmdi lw ky vtxw mlky 110 iesdy nwl hi auh ivawh bmdn di inswni mmgl suqr di vrqon krdw hoieaw d`sdw hy ik ieh smwjk rsmw/bmdn ienswni mn ƒ bmnx ivc Asm`rQ hn: mmgl suqr dy ivc ikhvw fk skdw ey ndiaw ikhvw pw skdw ey cmdry mn-pmci gl gwni 111 pmjwbi smwj ivc DIAW dy jvwn hox auprmq mw-bwp ƒ auhnw dy ivawh di i&kr humdi hy[ pwqr 'DrykW' dy prqik rwhi jvwn ho rhiaw DIAW ƒ pys krdw hy: kmdw nwlon auciaw DrykW hoeiaw qyriaw qor foli qor hux kwhdiaw ny dyriaw 112 auh cuvy kliry dy prqik rwhin idlw AMdr vsdy AxhMFwey irsiqaw di inswndyhi krdw hy: auh idsdy sn isr& myƒ jw ausƒ 180
auh jo cuvy kliry pihndi si................. ngr swry 'c Jwjr JxkdI si jdon auh cyiqaw 'con lmgdi si 113 pmjwbi lokdwrw Anuswr mumfy dy jnm vyly srinh dy p`qy drvwjy aupr bmny jwdy hn[ GroN gey ienswn ƒ ausdi BYx Awpxy Gr pu`qr hox dw sunyhw ^q rwhi ies qrhw smcwrq krdi hy: iek Kq Awvygw mw-jweidw bwj ivxogx ru`qy vi virw p`q srinh dy b`j gey myry buhy au`yqy vi 114 pwqr kwiv ivc jnm ivawh nwl smbmdq rsmw qon ielwvw mrn auprmq ivhvy AweI mkwx dw vi izkr imldw hy: Gr dw sinw DVikAw Aw gey irsqydwr ny[ clo mkwxy c`liey swry hi qeiawr ny[ 115 'fumgy vyxw dw ki imxnw kivqw ivc auh rwjniqi aupr ivamg krdw hy[ auhnw ƒ lokw diaw du`kw qkli&w nwl koei vwsqw nhin isr& AwpxI kursi dw hi i&kr hy: fumgy vyxw dw ki imxnw, q^q dw pwvy imixey[ jd qk auh lwsw igxdy ny, AwpW votw igxiey[ 116 181
"lokw dy kqlyawm ƒ vi auh AwpxI rwjsi is`di lei vrqx qon guryz nhin krdy[ ieho hi nhin kqlyawm ƒ qw AwpxI rwjsi is`di lei auh sb qon aupxogi swdn vi mmndy hn[ 117 bhuq swry swihqkwr AwpxIAW rcnwvw ivc AwpxI jwn dy fron smwjk AslIAq aulikx qon guryz krdy hn[kvi smwjk prbmd di inswndyhi nw krn vwly kwiv ƒ nkwrdw hy: jy Ajy vi hy bci koei kmi Pyr mwvw DIAW qy BYxW idaw vyxw 'c rlky auhnw dy nyxw 'c fu`b ky jwe kr le KudkuSI[ 118 pwqr kwiv ivc lok ismgwr dw izkr vi imldw hy[ auh ismgwr hytw CupI AOrq di izmdgi di lwcwri ƒ icqrdw hy: bwhi cuvw, h`qi mihmdi, isr suhi PulkwrI kmni kwty, nyxi kjlw, kjly ivc lwcwri 119 ausdiaw kivqwvw ivc lok klw nwl smbmdq lokdwrwei sm`gri ƒ vi vriqaw igaw hy: dodli dsuqi Pu`l pwaux BYxW myriaw[ Pu`lIAW ny ik`krw qy Pu`lIAW ny byriaw[ 120 auh iesdy zriey smwj ivc vrijq irsiqaw ƒ hmfwaux auprmq imli szw ƒ vi ibawndw hy: ieko buti pweygi cwdr 'qy qyry nwm di ipr qyri mihbub ƒ kmifaw nw ivminhaw jwiegw 121 182
lok smdys vwhk vjon kbuqr di bhuq AihmIAq si[ kvi vi Awpxy qur gey mihbub ƒ kbuqr rwhin ^q Byj ky d`uk nhin dyxw cwhumdw: ikaun kbuqr ƒ QkwvW ikaun s&y kwly krw Byj ky ^q ausdy kjly ƒ ikaun hmju idaw 122 'sumny' sumny rwhw ivc' kivqw rwhi kvi pynfu mwhol Aqy pynfu Gr di qsvir aulikdw hy[ ies ivc ausny prdys gey ienswn dy pirvwr diaw BwvnwvW ƒ pys kiqw hy: dur iek ipmf ivc Cotw ijhw Gr si[ k`ciaw si kmdw auhdw QoVw ijhw dr si[ AMmI myri icmqw si bwpu myrw fr si[ adon myri AauD XwroN AYNvy Pu`l Br si[ 123 'ipmf dy k`cy ijhy Gr' dw izkr auh 'A`j ipr audws hy Awqmw rwm' kivqw ivc vi krdw hy[ kvi Anuswr Awpxy smwjk ruqby di AwV ivc Awpxy Asly nwlon tu`tw mnu`k Awpxy ipcokv nwl juv ky hi iqrpqi grihx krdw hy[ kvi purwxy simaw ivcli rwq di g`l krdw hy ik aus smyn lok svyry icvi cukx nwl autdy sn[ Awsw di vwr dw pwt gurduawiraw ivc humdw si[ rwq ƒ qwiraw di CwvyN bwqw suxdy suxwaundy kirqn sohly dw pwt krky insicq so jwdy sn: A`gy rwq AwrMB si qwiraw qon, plw ivc si jwdi svyr qikr[ iksy bwq bqoli dy DuMdlky qon, icvi cukdi dy mumh-hnyhr qikr[ 124 183
iqauhwrw vwly idn lok s`jdy-smvrdy hn[ kvi dys di vmf qon d`uki hox kwrn iqauhwr vwly idn s`jdw smvrdw nhi: myry bdsgn bolw 'qy, myri koei pys nhin cldi vrnw iqauhwr 'qy myly ijhy bsqr pihn ky kox AwauNdw hy[ 125 divwli dy iqauhwr dy zriey auh pys krdw hy ik ies smwj ivc A`Dy lok KuS hn Aqy A`Dy du`ki[ auh Biv`KbwxI krdw hy ik ies qrhw dy mwhol kwrn ieh ngr izawdw smw v`sx vwlw nhi: ik jd A`Dy ngr ivc sog hy A`Dy ngr ivc dipmwlw hy ngr ikmnw ku icr ieh vsx vwlw hy 126 iesdy bwvjud vi auh cmgyryy Biv`K lei AwsvMd idsdw hy[ ausƒ prqiq humdw hy ik AglI divwli qon pihlw duki lokw dy d`ukw dy hl zrur kr lyxy cwhidy hn Aqy ijnhw ny ies divwli ƒ KuSnumw bxwieaw hy ArQwq smwjk lokw dy dukw dy h`l kiqy hn, auhnw dy nw dy divy vi zrur jgwauxy cwhidy hn: auh divy rwq dy kwly m^mli s&y au`qy ilky jwpxgy iksy AwsIs vrgy qy divwli EdoN iqauhwr hovygi[ 127 184
surjiq pwqr ny Awpxy kwiv ivc bdldy pmjwbi sibawcwr lokw di bdli mwniskqw di vi pyskwri kiqi hy[ kvi bdl rhi mw-boli dw kwrn ikdry irzk Aqy ikdry iecwvw ƒ d`sdw hy[ 'AwieAw nmd iksor' kivqw ivcli ibhwri di pu`qri mwduri qw pmjwbi pvhdi hy, ikanuik ieqy pmjwb ivc auhnw di rozi roti dy swdn mojud hn: klh myn dyki mwduri ausy ipmf skul ivc gu`qw bmnh ky irbn ivc suhxi p`ti poc ky auvw AYVw ilk rhi 128 dujy pwsy A`Cr ismg dy poqry pmjwbi C`f ky AMgryzI zubwn is`kdy hn: eysy ipmf dy lwfly poqy A`Cr ismg dy Awpxy ipau di kwr ivc bih luidawxy AWvdy konvynt ivc pvh rhy ey.bi.si.fi. is`kdy 129 KUh di pmjwbi lokdwrw ivc bhuq AihmIAq hy[ ies nwl kei prkwr dy rsm irvwj qy smskwr juvy hoey hn[ Swier KUh Aqy ausdiaw itmfw dy hvwly nwl Ajoky smwjk hwlwq ƒ pys krdw hy: rwq itki ivc rovy Swier jw l`kv dw KUh dohw auqy h`si jwvy A`j dw j`g jhwn itmfw dy ivc gutkum boly kdi nw c`ly KUh 185
itmfw ivc myry bcvy su`qy bcivaw ivc jwn 130 jdon Swier ivgvi smwjk AvsQw ƒ dyk ny ivrlwp krdw hy qw lok aus di ies hwl duhwei aupr h`sdy hn[ ausƒ prqiq humdw hy ik ies burwei nwl Bry smwj ivc auhnw di AglI pivi vi v`sdi hy ijs num ies smwjk mwhol qon ^qrw hy[ surjiq pwqr kvi duawrw audws simaw ivc vi AwpxI rcnw dy rwhin Awpxy mn dy du`kw drdw ƒ pys krn di privrqi ƒ aubrdw hy: audws hond 'c itmfw dy vwg igvdy irhy, myn Awpxy siny 'con A`j duk inkwlxw Sbdo[ 131 'KUh igvdw hy idn rwq miaw' kivqw ivc kvi smyn di inrmqrqww ƒ pys krdw hy ikvyn AMimRq vylw, Cwh vylw, duiphr, Swm, rwq ipr AMimRq vyly dy gyv ivc ieh inrmqrqw quri jwdi hy: KUh igvdw hy idn rwq miaw itmfw AMDkwr 'con aubrdiaw itmfw 'con ikry prbwq miaw 132 hr iksy ienswn AMdr ieqy itky rihx di cwhq humdi hy prmqu smw siqr nhin humdw auh holi holi bdldw hy[ ies bdlx kwrn hi qw klh q`k jo vrqmwn si A`j ieiqhws hy[ klh dy mihl A`j dy Qyh hn: ieh dyk smyn dw gyvw hy ieiqhws di hy AOkwq miaw KUh igvdw hy idn rwq miaw[ 133 pmjwb myilaw dw dys hy[ iksy smyn ikhw jwdw si ieqon dy lok qw jmmy hi myly vykx lei hn[ pwqr myly dy rwhi ieh q`q aubwrdw hy ik ienswn 186
Awpxy AMdr di g`l suxn di bjwie BIV B`Vky ivc guawc ky ausƒ AxsuxI krdw hy[ ies qrhw auh lgwqwr Awpxy Awp qon dur hoei jwdw hy: ausdi g`l suxi nw ijhvw AMdr Cup Cup roey ausdy roxon frdy ni AsIN myilaw dy ivc Koey 134 surjiq pwqr lok ibrqwqk kwiv nwl smbmdq lokdwrwei sm`gri dw iesqymwl vi krdw hy[ aus Anuswr ausdw kwiv mw qon ivcvy pu`qr q`k phumcx dw rsqw hy[ ieqy auh purn Bgq dy ik`sy dy moit& dw iesqymwl krdw hy: ieh pgfmfi hy AMnHI ie`crw dy kmbdy h`qw qon purn dy ichry q`k 135 auh luxw, sumdrw Aqy ie`crw dy hvwly nwl ivsys qon Awm bmdy dy s&r ivc v`k v`k irsiqaw ivcliaw AOrqW di BUimkw ƒ ibawn krdw hy: luxw Agn, sumdrw ndi qy Drq ie`crw jogi ƒ vwr vwr ny purn bxwaundiaw 136 'ieh ny swj' kivqw ivc kvi poitaw qy surw ivcly &rk nwl ienswn di mwniskqw Aqy kwrj ivcly &rk ƒ icqrdw hoieaw, ies &rk ƒ imtwaux vwly ienswn di aufik krdw hy: ikqy nur ƒ ikqy nwr ƒ, ikqy bwdswh di ktwr ƒ[ jwei dur nw myry purnw, qyri hr iksy ƒ aufik hy[ 137 187
'sumdrw' kivqw ivc kvi purn dy ik`sy ivcly pwqr sumdrw dy hvwly nwl Awpxy smdys ƒ smcwrq krdw hy[ kqw Anuswr sumdrw purn Bgq aupr moihq ho jwdi hy[ purn Bgq jdon gork nwq dy kihx qy sumdrw dy mihli ibikaw lyx jwdw hy[ goli dwn dyx AwauNdI hy aus vyly purn rwxi kolon ibikaw lyx di izd krdw hy[ rwxi sumdrw aus aupr moihq ho ky ausƒ hiry moqi dwn pumn krdi hy[ auh gork dy kihx 'qy vwps kr idmdw hy[ rwxi sumdrw Awp Bojn pkw ky gork nwq kol jwdi hy[ auh prsmn ho ky ausƒ vr mmgx lei kihmdw hy[ qw auh purn di mmg krdi hy[ purn Bgq dw mihli jia nhin l`gdw auh auqon clw AwauNdw hy[ sumdrw Awpxy mihlw aupron Cwl mwr ky jwn dy idmdi hy[ kvi Anuswr smkwlin simaw ivcli, sumdrw AwpxI jwn nhin dyvygi sgon AwpxIAW BwvnwvW ƒ kivqw ivc ivakq krygi: ies vwr purn dy jwx qy AwpxI iek`lqw di AtwrI qon ifg ky sumdrw ic`ty si&aw qy kwly moqiaw vwg ibkr jwvygi Sukr hy ies vwr sumdrw mrygi nhin! 138 188
'myry siny ivc kox rondw hy...' kivqw ivc vkqw Awpxy AMdr dy drd ƒ toldw hy[ ausdy iehnw drdw ivc mwvw duawrw moey pu`qrw di kiqi jwdi aufik vi Swiml hy[ ijhvy hwlwq v`s smyn qon pihlw mr gey hn[ ies kivqw ivclw vkqw Awqm-iglwnI ivc hy ik auh bwxi dy aupdys qon jwxu hox dy bwvjud vi aus aupr clx qon AsmrQ hy: koei rwdw jw rukmxi hy ieh koei siqw ik dropdi hy ieh mwq ie`crw hy jw ieh luxw hy swihbw hy jw koei sumdrw hy myry siny 'c kox rondw hy? hy ieh slvwn kwm dw ib`itaw jw ieh purn hy KUh dy ivc is`itaw jw rswlu hy koklw-p`itaw jw ieh ronti hy botiaw-ku`itaw 139 kvi pmjwb di bhwdri di ausqq j`gy j`t di kurbwni dy hvwly nwl krdw hy[ j`gw lok nwiek vjon lok mnw ivc prvwinq hy, ijsny vyly di hkumq ƒ vmgwiraw si: ryq ny auhdi r`q cus lei poxw rwk iklwri hwly qik iklw ivc gumjy j`gy di iklkwri 140 pwqr priq kqwvw ivcly pwqrw ƒ vi iesqymwl krdw hy[ pwqr imrzy di kwni rwhi Awpxy mksd di purqi lei hunr di inpumnqw ƒ pys krdw hy: auhi ivc klyjy l`gi, ausdi klm bxwei 189
ijhvi imrzy j`t ny mwri ivc Asmwn dy kwni 141 kvi Anuswr Ajokw mnu`k duibdwgrsq nhin hy[ auh ies vrqwry ipcy kwrjsil kwrnw qon sucyq hy[iehnw ivcwrw num prgtwaux lei kvi imrzw swihbw di priq kqw ivcly moit&w dw rupwqrx krdw hy: hux mwsumiaq ki hy hux qw pqw hy ik jmf 'qy qrks swihbw ny nhin, simaw ny tmigaw si 142 Awpxy &rzw qon munkr ienswn Awpxy h`kw aupr vi h`k nhin r`k skdw: myry lei jo qir bxy sn hor klyjy l`gy ikmj swihbw ƒ AwpxI AwKW ikaun imrzw-sdvwvw, 143 hir rwjy dy priq kqw dy moit&w rwhi auh nvyn rwh isrjx prqi lokwei num auqswihq krdw hy[ aus Anuswr jykr ausdi BUimkw nwiek vwli nw vi humdi qw vi auh ivrod ivc nw KVHdy sgon ivcoly vwlw kwrj hi krdy: jy rwjy nw vi humdy qw vi nw bxdy AsI kydon AsIN jw nwq humdy jw AsI lu`fx mlwh bxdy 144 pwqr smwj ivc psry injiqv di prmu`kqw ƒ aulikdw hy[ Ajokw ienswn Awpxy Awpy qon hi BYBIq ho igaw hy[ ielzwm l`gx dy fron koei iksy di mdd nhin krdw[ auh audwsi dy Awlm ƒ hir rwjy dy kqw/amsw dy hvwly nwl icqrdw hy: audws rwq hy cup ieaun ik JMg qik suxy klirw Xwr dw A`j KyiVAw 'c CuxkwieAw 145 kvi smgiq Aqy giq di AdvYq ƒ icqrdw hy: 190
l&z qy smgiq kuj iee Gul gey giq ijaun rwjw Aqy Dun hir si 146 auh rwjy nwl smbmdq swj vmjli ƒ nvyn rwhw di isrjxw dy AwDwr vjon pys krdw hy: ieh pmfq rwg dy qw ipconn sdiaw bawd AwauNdy ny myry hauky hi pihlw qw myri vmjli dy swh bxdy 147 kvi ienswn di aus subwvk privrqi di pyskwri krdw hy[ ijs qihq sb kuj ^qm hox dy bwvjud vi ienswn cmgyry Biv`K lei AwsvMd rihmdw hy[ausdy kwiv ivc ies smwj di drdili huk hy: ijs nwlon myƒ cir ky vmjli bxw ilaw vmjli dy rup ivc myn aus jmgl di cik hw siny dy ivc Cyk ny ijhvy ies vmjli di hyk ny ijhvy ly vyrwg ƒ rwg bxw dy poitaw nwl dulwr 149 sohxi mhinvwl dy priq kqw dy AMSW rwhi auh scwei dy rsqy aupr clx vwly nwiekw ƒ aubwrdw hy, jo mr ky vi sdw Amr rihmdy hn: sux hy JnW dy pwxi, qum f`ub gey n jwxi qyry pwxiaw qy qrni ies ipawr di khwxi hy JUT mr gey auh, fu`b ky qw qr gey auh in`q lihrw qyriaw ny pw pw ky Sor kihxw 150 191
kvi kivqw ivc pys mhin jzibaw di g`l krdw hy[ ijsƒ ik Awlock smj nhin sky[ ieqy hr iek dw Awpxw-Awpxw v`krw idrstikox hy: hryk kol si Awpxw Al`g Al`g pwxi JnW dy kmfy qy lwhor dy SukIn imly 151 surjiq pwqr rmwiex ivc imldi srvx vwli imq dw 'vihmgi' kivqw ivc rupwqrx krdw hy[ ies rwhi auh AjokI rwjniqk ivvsqw di pyskwri krdw hy[ imq Anuswr srvx Awpxy AMny mw-bwp ƒ qirqw di Xwqrw krvwaux ly ky jwdw hy[ rsqy ivc mw-bwp ƒ ipaws l`gx qy srvx pwxi Brn lei jwdw hy[ ijqy iskwr Kyfx Awey rwjy dsrq dw qir ausƒ l`gx nwl auh mr jwdw hy[ rwjw AwpxI ZlqI di muaw&i lei ausdy bu`fy mw-bwp kol AwauNdw hy[ auh rwjy ƒ vi pu`qr nwlon ivcovy dw srwp idmdy hn[ kvi Anuswr vrqmwn hwkm ny mwrnw vi hy, auh vi BulyKy nwl nhin, imq ky mwrnw hy Aqy AwpxI Bu`l b^swaux vi nhin Awauxw: hux jy rwjy qir clwauxw issq lgw qyry v`l Awauxw Bul b^swaux iksy nw Awauxw 152 Ajokw Dwrimk Aqy smwjk vrqwrw gmdlw ho igaw hy[ ijhnw ny smwj num syd dyxi hy, auh cu`p hn[ purwqn imq ivclw rwjw dsrq inawkwri rwjw si[ ausny Ajoky hwkmw ƒ inawkwri nhin pwpi ikhw hy[ ijnhw ny Awm lokw dw kql vi krnw hy Aqy auhnw ƒ smwj ivrodi kih ky auhnw di moq ƒ jwiez krwr dy ky Awpxy Awp ƒ TIk is`d krnw hy: 192
hukm suxwauxw: dyko myli, r`q ndi ivc vihmdi[ 153 Ajoky qirqw ivc auh imhnq muskq, mwx, muskwx hwx dw hwx ƒ imlxw Swiml krdw hy, prmqu ieh qirq durl`b ho gey hn: bwlw di muskwn idkwdy hwx ƒ imldw hwx idkwdy imhnq mus`kq mwx idkwdy 154 pwqr ny sucyq p`dr aupr ies imq rupwqrx dy rwhi Ajoky rwjniqk vwqwvrx Aqy ausdy smwj aupr prbwv ƒ bw^ubi icqiraw hy[ "vihmgi DunI ibmb l`kv di cpti l`t dy dohw isiraw qy CwibAw nwl b`jy hoey iek aupkrx ƒ icmnq krdw hy jo ik in`k su`k vycx vwly smwn r`k ky eydr audr iljwx lei vrqon ivc ilawaundy hn[ QoVy smwn num dohin pwsi itkw ky iesƒ kmdy aupr vdyry AwswnI nwl eydr audr iljwieaw jw skdw hy[ rmwiex di kqw ivc srvx v`lon mwqw ipqw ƒ vihmgi ivc qirq Xwqrw krvwaux dw prsmg vihmgi nwl iek sibawcwrk mu`l jov idmdw hy[ 155 ieqy vihmgi ivc mw bwp di jghw cmn qy surj hn[ ijnhw dw smbmd rosni nwl hy kvi Anuswr ieh AMDly ho gey hn[ Bwv smwj ƒ syd dyx vwly Awpxy krq`v ƒ ivswr cu`ky hn[ gmgw dw smbmd pivqqrqw nwl joivaw jwdw hy[ gmgw dy pwxi dy gmdly hox dw ArQ Dwrmk vrqwry dy ibrst hox qon hy[ lok mn ivc ijqy inaw nwl smbmdq i^awl auqpmn humdy hn[ auqy AdlI rwjy dw izkr zrur humdw hy[ hir rwjy dy ik`sy ivcly AdlI rwjy ƒ surjiq pwqr AwpxI kivqw ivc pys krdw hy[ auh kot kbuly dw hwkm 193
si[ rwjw jdon hir ƒ jogi dy Bys ivc k`f ky ly igaw qw aus vyly auhnw ƒ AdlI rwjy dy pys kiqw igaw[ rwjy ny hir ƒ KyiVAw ƒ sop id`qw[ ijs kwrn rwjy di bdduaw nwl ngr ƒ A`g l`g gei qw AdlI rwjy ny hir ƒ ly ky rwjy ƒ sop id`qw[ Awpxy kwiv ivc surjiq pwqr AdlI rwjy ƒ Ajoky rwjy dy rupwqrx vjon pys krdw hy[ auh ivamg krdw hy ik Ajoky iensw&i rwjy q`k phumc krn lei mzlumw di swri aumr biq jwdi hy: eynw au`cw qkq si AdlI rwjy dw mzlumw di aumr hi rwh ivc biq gei 156 'kmd di jib' kivqw ivc kvi Awm jnqw dy h`k mmgx di privrqi ƒ aubrdw hy[ aus Anuswr jykr Awm ienswn ieiqhws ilky qw aus ivc v`fy v`fy Pyrbdl krny pyxgy[ v`fy v`fy inawkwri rwjy vi Awpxy aupr l`gy ieljwmw ƒ Bugqx lei ktihry ivc Aw KVngy ieqy auh AdlI rwjy dy prqik ƒ vrqdw hy: jy kmd ilky ieiqhws Pyr qw bhuq isawpy krny pyxy krni pyxi Adlw bdli Srmswr isr Juky ktihry cvhn SihnSwh rwjy AdlI qy pryq-jun ivc py ky Btkx surg-invwsi 157 pwqr sihj subwa mnu`ki mwniskqw ivc rciaw imqw dw iesqymwl krdw hy[ pmjwb ivc iek imq hy ik iek AOrq di nnwx mylw vykx lei 194
ausdw G`grw mmg ky ly jwdi hy[ aus kolon G`gry aupr ^Un dy dwg l`g jwdy hn[ AOrq Awpxy pqi ƒ aus G`gry ƒ AwpxI BYx dy ^Un nwl rmgx lei AwKdI hy[ ausdw pqi Aijhw hi krdw hy[ ijqy KUn fu`ldw hy, auqy iek ru`k aug pyndw hy[ pwqr iesy imq ƒ Anusrx rup ivc AwpxI Zzl dy SyAr ivc pys krdw hy[ ijs rwhi kvi kurbwni dy ky vi Awpxw nwm nw krvwaux di mnu`ki privrqi ƒ aubwrdw hy: eynw hi bhuq hy ik myry KUn ny ru`k ismijaw ki hoieaw jy p`iqaw qy myrw nwm nhin hy 158 surjiq pwqr lok swihq nwl smbmdq lokdwrwei sm`gri dw iesqymwl krdw hy[ iek 'psu kqw' kivqw lok swihq ivcli jnor kqw nwl myl KWdI hy[ ies ivc jwnvrw ƒ prqik bxw ky mnu`ki smwj di pyskwri kiqi gei hy[ ies ivc kvi Aqy bigawv dy prqik rwhi smwj ivcliaw ivrodi do idrw ƒ aubwrdw hy[ lyly ijnhw ny KwDy jwxw hy ArQwq lu`ty jwxw hy[bigawv ijnhw ny Kwxw hy ArQwq lutxw hy: g`fi cli g`fi dy ivc sitw m`li byty hoey kuj sn lyly kuj bigawv surjiq pwqr lok giqw di jugq aupr vi giqw di isrjxw krdw hy[ 'nzr' kivqw ausny boliaw ƒ AwDwr bxw ky kiqi[ ijs rwhin auh pmjwb dy dihsqi mwhol dw vrxn krdw hy: l`gi nzr pmjwb ƒ, 195
eydhi nzr auqwron[ ly ky imrcw koviaw, eyhdy isr qon vwron[ 160 surjiq pwqr Anuswr "jy myn aus idn lok nwcw dy smwgm qy nw jwxw humdw qw Swied ieh kivqw kdi nw ilki jwdi, jy ilki vi jwdi qw iesdw rup koei hor humdw[ ies kivqw di lokdwrwei ibmbwvli ausdi au`ci sur, iesdy smbodni lihjy,iesdi huk ivc kuviaw di aus boli dw auitaw h`q hy[ 161 ausny lok giq dy lihjy ivc Awpxy b`cy dy jnm di aufik ivc giq ilikaw: kdon gulwb ikvygw AVIey tihxiey, kd qursi brihmmf ni KVIey tihxiey[ ndi gei pqrw ni cup cup rihxiey, tutxw kdon srwp ni dukvy sihxiey[ 162 lok mwniskqw ivc b`cw nw hox di surq ivc iksy srwp dw AMdySW zwihr kiqw jwdw hy[ ies srwp kolon Cutkwrw pwaux lei auh ipqrw kolon jwky b`cy dw vrdwn lyx lei AwKdI hy: ipqrw kolon jwh vy myiraw rwijaw, jw ky sis invw vy myiraw hwkmw[ 163 'foli' kuvi di ivdwiegi smyn boli jwdi hy[ ies ivc foli dy rup ivc rupwqrx kiqw igaw hy[ ieqy kvi kivqw di foli di g`l krdw hy ijsdy lpz hi kuhwr hn: AMdr jo myry vyx ruky ny irhwa kro, 196