dsqk bwbw nmu lokw dy idlw qy ilkx vwli i&lm b^ismdr ny ZdrI bwby bwry i&lm bwbw ienklwb ismg di ptkqw ilki hy[ ies ptkqw ivc 97 idrs hn, ijnhw ivc bwbw dy jivn, Zdr lihr Aqy pmjwb di kimauinst lihr diaw Aihm JlkIAW pys kiqiaw geiaw hn[ ie`qy ies ptkqw ivcon do idrs (40 qy 41), p`qrkwr jsvir smr di mulwkxwqmk it`pxi sihq Cwpy jw rhy hn[ -smpwdk khwxikwr Ajmyr is`du di ikqwb bwbw : Zdr qon nkslbwvi q`k CpI qw ies diaw kuj kwpiaw myry Joly ivc Aw geiaw[ ienhw ivcon iek dw gwhk myrw sihkrmi b^ismdr bixaw[ qijy idn &on KVikAw, bwby dw jivn qw bvw nwtk BrpUr hy[ myn ^us si ik myri vyci ikqwb lokw nmu psmd Aw rhi hy[ h&qy ku bwad i&r trn-trn-trn[ mobwiel di skrin au~qy auhi nw: b^ismdr[ hw bei smr! myn bwby bwry iplm di ptkqw ilkwgw[ myn aus nmu d`isaw nhin ik myn ieh kmm krn lei aus nmu kihx hi vwlw sw[ purw h&qw bwby di S^sIAq bwbq hi g`lw hoeiaw sn[ kuj idnw bwad auhny 17 si&aw dw pulmdw myry h`q ilaw PVwieAw[ iehdw isrlyk si: bwbw ienklwb ismg ptkqw lei nwtki AMS[ nwl hukm si ik Ajmyr is`du nwl ivcwr kr ky idrsw bwry g`l krni hy: koei kwt- CWt, koei vwdw-gwtw[ Ajmyr nwl g`l hoei qw ienhw idrsw di rup rykw ivc qbdili krn Xog d`sx lei kuj nhin l`igaw[ lgdw si ikqwb vwliaw swriaw g`lw ienhw 17 si&aw ivc ismt geiaw hn[ b^ismdr ptkqw bwry roz g`l krdw[ myn pihli vwr dyk irhw sw ik iksy nmu koei ilkq ieaun dwru vwg vi cvh skdi hy[ pwqrw bwbq auh roz kuj nw kuj nvw d`sdw[ kuj idnw bwad hi auhny is`idaw, kmipautr au~qy ptkqw ilkxi SurU kr lei[ pihlw idrs ilk ky aus ny &on KVkwieAw, qynmu iek ciz idkwauxi Aw[ aus ny koei hor g`l krn qon pihlw kmipautr dw btn d`ibaw[ skrin au~qy Awm Coty A`KrW ivc ptkqw Sbd qon bwad moty A`^rW ivc bwbw ienklwb ismg ilikaw hoieaw idisaw qy myn smijaw ik aus qon bwbw dw nw Zlq ilikaw igaw hy[ myn ku`j kihx hi l`igaw sw ik auh boilaw, i&lm dw tweitl ieho hovygw[ mynmu kmipautr A`gy kursi qy ibtw auh cwh bxwaux rsoei c clw igaw Aqy au~qon kuj nw kuj boli igaw[ myn sin pvh irhw sw qw ieaun l`g irhw si ik A`KW A`g i&lm c`l rhi hy[ jdon q`k cwh AweI, myn pihlw sin pvh cu`kw sw[ dohw diaw nzrw imliaw[ Agly hi pl AsIN iek dujy di glvkvi c sw[ ies qon A`gy bwbw si qy b^ismdr si[ sin dr sin kmipautr ivc bmd hox l`gy[ iek idn pqw l`igaw ik auh aucycw bwby dy ipmf c`k mweidws vi ho AwieAw hy[ mobweil nwl ik`ci bwby di smwd di Poto dyki qw myrw idl vi vlumdiraw igaw[ JwV-JuMfy[ au~cw s`uikaw Gwh bwby nmu mkol kr irhw jwpdw si[ b^ismdr ptkqw vwg 1
ipr ic`qr ik`cx l`g ipaw[...ipmf dy rwh v`l jwidaw auhnmu iek bzurg AOrq idsi[ ieq&wkn auh bwby di irsqydwri ivcon si[ myn bwby di ptkqw vwg ieh kqw vi suxi[ ipr kihx l`igaw, AwpW Ajmyr is`du nwl g`l kr ky, smwd di s&wei krw ky Pu`lW dy do-cwr buty nw lgw dyeiey?" do mhiny vi nhin lmgy hoxy ik i&lm dw Aw^rI sin vi ilikaw igaw[ ieh sin bwby di smwd au~qy mu`kdw hy[ Aw^rI sin sux ky hitaw qw l`igaw ik i&lm dyk ky hitaw hw[ ptkqw ivcon bwbw dy drsn ijs qrhw hoey hn, aus qon l`igaw, jy auh iksy idn iksy rwh jwdw idisaw qw myn aus num J`t pcwx lvwgw[ idl ivc aubwl ijhw au~itaw ik i&lm CyqI bxni cwhidi hy[ ivdys vsdy bwby dy irsqydwr Aqy smq rwm audwsi tr`st dy prdwn sukivmdr kmdolw ny i&lm bxwaux bwry g`l clwei, pr auh vi p`cm ivc pey mmdvwvy di lpyt ivc Aw igaw[ b^ismdr Ajy vi Awpxy ies prwjykt num isry civhaw dykx lei juj irhw hy[ auh Aksr kihmdw hy, ieh prwjykt isry cvhn qon BwvyN Agly idn hi mr jwvw, eydw smjwgw ik izmdgi ivc kuj kr c`ilaw hw[ myn ipr qv&dw hw[ b^ismdr, mshur i&lmswz isawm bynygl di imswl idmdw hy, ijs nmu i&lm inswq puri krn lei iqmn l`k ikswnw ny iek-iek rup`eiaw id`qw si[ iesy qrhw i&lm nykslweit isry cwvhn lei Kvwjw Aihmd A`bws ny Awpxy kymrwmyn qy hor swqiaw nmu i&lm dy Krc Aqy n&y dy swjidwr bxw ilaw si[ auh A`KW ivc A`KW pw ky pu`cdw hy, bwby dy iemny ku ^Yr-^vwh qw zrur hoxgy ik iek i&lm PwienWs kr skx? myn aus v`lon id`qiaw ienhw dlilw qon kwiel hox bzyr nw rih sikaw qy kihmdw hw, myry v`lon ds hzwr rupey[ qusin Kwqw KolH ky mhurq kro[ kol bytw gurmyl srw ijhvw swfiaw g`lw nij lw ky sux irhw si, boilaw, myrw vi ds hzwr[ mynmu i&lm di SUitMg ho rhi idsx l`gi[ kuj icr ip`con b^ismdr di Awvwz Awaux lgdi hy, ies i&lm au~qy KrcI jwx vwli iek iek pwei dw ihswb r`ikaw hi nhin jwvygw, sb nmu d`isaw vi jwvygw[ bynk ivc Kwqw KolH ky AsIN Pysbu`k rwhin sb nmu suicq krwgy[ ijhvi g`l myn kihx nmu iprdw sw, b^ismdr ny Awp kr id`qi[ aus ny qw Pysbu`k au~qy bwbw ienklwb ismgiey dy nw hyt gru`p vi KVHw kr ilaw hy Aqy hokw dy irhw hy ik bwby di kurbwni dw mu`l pwaux lei swjw hmblw mwiraw jwvy[ iblkul ausy qrhw, ijs qrhw bwbw ies ptkqw dy idrs nmbr 41 ivc AwpxI pqni nwl g`lw krdw AwKdw hy, myn swry jhwn di kbildwri shyv lei Aw myn swri duniaw dy du`k-dil`dr dur krny cwhumnw[ j`g-jhwn dy du`k-dil`dr dur krn lei Gr di dihliz t`px vwlw qwaumr Gr nhin prq sikaw[ 41vyN sin ivc aus di pqni auhnmu ienklwb lei qordi AwKdI hy, qum ijhvy rwhy py igaw eyn, ieh pr pkwr dw rwh Aw, smqw-mhwpurkw dw rwh Aw[ ies rwh ipaw eyn srdwr ji qw Piqh kr ky muvin qy mynum lokw vlon koei aulwhmw nw duawvin [ qy ny nmu koei aulhwmw nhin idvwieaw[ auh Awp ienklwb dy rwh c`ilaw Aqy duijaw nmu vi pryiraw[ auhdy lwey pwrti skulw ivc ijhvw vi igaw, aumr Br Bu`l nhin sikaw[ jdon jwn qy Awx pei qw rx q`qy ivc juj miraw[ ies ptkqw ivc bwby dy ienklwbi nyx-nks KUb augvy hn[ koei dwavw nhin sgon XkIn hy ik jy ies ptkqw dy AwDwr qy bxi i&lm lokw ny dyk lei qw bwbw aus i&lm rwhi lokw dy idlw au~qy ilikaw jwvygw[ # 2
bwbw ienklwb ismg sin-40 ien for dw Gr idn (sin nmbr 39 ivc v`jy Thwky ivc hi dy Brw qy pirvwr dy hor jiaw dw Thwkw rl jwdw hy[ieaun l`gdy ijvyn iksy ny koei g`l kiqi hovy qy swry jxy aus qy h`sy hox[ iek mmjy au~qy bytw hy qy swrw pirvwr aus dy duawly bytw hy[ dy BrwvW ivcon iek dw mumfw kwku kihmdw hy) kwku -kuc vi Aw, qwieaw pihlw nwlon gorw ho ky AwieAY[ -cu`p kr vy kwku v`ifaw num AYN nhin bolidw[ Amr ismg -EdW BwbI, kwku di g`l qw TIk hi Aw[ jdon BwA Awh v`fw swrw trmk cu`ki AMdr vivaw qw myn qw ieho l`kx lwieaw bei koei Eprw bmdw Aw vivaw swfy Gr[ -nw bei Amr ismhw qynum l`igaw hoau eydw[ myn qw dr t`pdy num isawx ilaw si ik ieh qw swfw hi vlwieqiaw rwh Bu`l AwieAY[ -imhxy nw mwr srdwrniey, rwh Bu`ilAw nhin, shi rwh py ky muivaw[ -swnum ki ielm, AsIN qw auhi ikhw, jo swfy nwl hoieaw-biiqay[ Amr ismg clo qusin Awpxw inaw Pyr krdy irho[ myn c`ilaw KUh num, bwpu num BwA dy Awaux di ^br dyx[ aunhy kihxw mynum swry ipmf num ^br hox qon mgron d`isay[ BwA qmu vi h`q-mumh su`cw kr ky, AMn-pwxI Ck ky GVI srwm kr ly, lmmw pynfw kr ky Q`ikAw hovyngw[ myn igaw qy AwieAw[ Pyr suxwgy swry jxy byt ky qyry s&r dw ic`tw[(ieh kih ky auh qurn hi l`gdw hy ik bwpu Drm ismg vi buhy Aw vvdw hy qy kihmdw hy) Drm ismg Eey qyry Awaux diaw vdweiaw dyx vwly qw mynum KUh qy vi jw imly, qyrw ic`q nw kiqw mynum imlx num? (iemnw kihmdw hi auh au~t ky KVHy ho gey num klwvy ivc ly lyndw hy qy klwvw if`lw humdy hi Juk ky bwpu dy gofin h`q 3
lw ky kihmdw hy) -Ajy qw Aw ky ju`qi lwhi Aw bwpu, Amr ishmu qynum d`sx jwx lei qurn hi l`igaw si KUh num ik qum Aw igaw[ mynmu Awey nuum ikhvw ds idn ho gey[ Drm ismg -qum qw kohivaw mulon hi inrmohw ho igaw, jw ky koei ic`ti nw cirw[ -auh vi swriaw g`lw krwgy bwpu, pihlw ieh d`s qyri ishq ik`dw rihmdi Aw hux? Drm ismg -qum myri ishq dw ipkr kdon dw krn l`g ipayn? qum qw lwby ho igaw, qynum ki koei mry koei jivy[ -qum hux swn lwauxy C`f vi dy[ Drm ismg -qyry qy kwhdy swn m`lw, eys bygwni DI v`l dyk, ijhvi myri numh nhin, DI vi bxi qy pu`q vi[ iek qum eyn ijhvw pu`q ho ky vi... (Drm ismg dw g`c Br AwauNdw hy qy aus dy mofy qy h`q r`k ky kihmdi hy) -b`s vi kr bwpu ji ikhdy A`gy bin vjwaux ifhw eyn[ ly hux ieh vi pwcu bx gei Aw[ E Xwr, myn hux eyqy hi AW, tmg ile ijhvy Pwhy tmgxw hoieaw[ Drm ismg -Pwhy qw swnum qum tmg ky itb igaw[ Amr ismg c`up kr jw bwpu! BwA, qum hi kuc isawxw bx[ jhwn ki khu pei Awaux swr hi JMjUAwVw py igaw[ BwbI qum qw eyni isawxi ho ky vi myn qynum smjwaundw cmgw l`gdw? jw AMdr jw ky koei roti tuk dw Awhr kro BwA lei[ ieh g`lw krn num bqyri aumr pei Aw[ bih gey KUh c if`gy num [ (iemny num Amr ismg dy Gr vwli GuMf k`fi Aw ky A`gy roti di QwlI r`k ky aus dy pyrin h`q lw jwdi hy qw Amr ismg mwhol bdlx lei kihmdw hy) -c`l qum cmgy vyly cwd mwri kr gei, nhin qw EdW ikhvw BwA ny qynum Awpxy pyrw qk phumcx dyxw si[ (nw cwhumidaw vi swiraw dw hwsw inkl jwdw hy qy Amr ismg kihmdw hy) -hux moti moti Bu`K mwr lw BwA, roti qw AwpW KUh dw gyvw mwr ky Aw ky hi KwvWgy[ k`t 4
sin-41 ien for dy Gr di iek bytk rwq ( Awpxy Gr dy iek kmry ivc mmjy ibsqry ivcw rhi hy[iemny ivc, ijs ny auho hi ilbws pwieaw hoieaw hy, joo aus ny sin 40 ivc ivdys qon Awaux smyn qy Amr ismg nwl KUh num jwx smyn pwieaw hoieaw si, AMdr vvdw hy[aus vlon buhw KolHx nwl hoieaw KVwkw sux ky kihmdi hy) -ho igaw myl imlwp qon ivhlw srdwr ji? -ivhlw ho igaw jw nhin, qum ieh d`s qyry kol ivhl hygw myry kol do pl bytx jogw? -ivhl ei ivhl Aw, AwpW num au~qy ikhvw koei kmm Aw[ krn-krwaux vwly Awpy hi bqyrw kmm kri jwdy Aw[ -dyk, jy eydw twcw-tkorw hi mwri jweyngi qw g`l nhin bxni[ -hux qk EdW vi g`l ikmni ku bxi hoei Aw srdwrw? rihmdi-kumhdi qyry trmk ny bxw id`qi, ijs ivcon qyry myly liivaw qon ibnw kuc nhin inkilaw[ -A`Cw trmk di qlwsi qw qum ly hi hti eyn, ies bmdy dw mn vi toh lw hux[(ieh kihmdw, dy mofy qy h`q r`kx l`gdw hy qw qrbk ky ip`cy ht jwdi hy) -h`q nw lwein mynum, ijhvi g`l krni Aw, prhw bytw ei kri c`l[ -dyk qum mynum aus gunwh di szw dyei jwni eyn, ijhvw myn kiqw ei nhin[ -gunwh? qum qw iqmn inawixaw dw py bx ky GroN qur igaw si, mynum ie`qy s`q inawixaw di mw bxnw py igaw[ myn Awpxy pwldi ik bwpu dy ivawhumdinij`tdi? -mynum ienhw g`lw dw qyry d`sx nwlon v`d pqy[ qum AwpxI qy bwpu di kbildwri bwry hi socdi eyn, myn swry jhwn di kbildwri shyv lei Aw[ -ikaun, qum koei hor t`br kr ilaw Aw? 5
-eyni isawxi ho ky vi quum g`l smjdi ikaun nhin DMq kory? mynum swrw jhwn Awpxw t`br l`gdy, myn swri duniaw dy du`k-dil`dr dur krny cwhumnw[ -ijhvw bmdw Awpxw Gr nw suawr sky, auh j`g-jhwn dy du`k ik`dw qov dau Blw? -ieho qw g`l Aw ijhvi myn qynum smjwauxi cwhumnw[ -myry gol Kwny nhin pyndiaw qyriaw ieh cwr KMUjIAW[ -qyry hi nhin, hwly ieh hor bhuiqaw dy nhin pyxiaw[ pihlw swnum ieho kmm krnw pyxw Aw[ -swnum? koei hor vi Aw qyry nwl? Awho, swfi pwrti Aw, aus dy lifr Aw[ qum pihlw myri iek g`l idawn nwl sux[ AwpW Awpxy Gr dw kuvw sumbr ky nwl dy Gr di mu`k nwl lw ky ieh smjdy hw ik swfw Gr suqrw ho igaw[ Asl ivc humdw ki Aw ik AsIN auh kuvw Awpxy GroN k`f ky iksy hor dy Gr nyvy r`k id`qw, ies nwl gmd ^qm qw nw hoieaw nw? -nw hovy, swfw Gr qw suqrw ho ei igaw[ ieho qw auh soc Aw, ijs num bdlx di lov Aw[ jy qyri guawfx auh kuvw qy Awpxy Gr dw kuvw humj ky qijy Gr di mu`k nwl lw Awvy qw qijy Gr vwli num Awpxy sxy iqmn GrW dw kuvw humjxw py jwau[ eydw hi ies bihi dy AKIrly Gr vwli num swri bihi dw kuvw cu`kxw/humjxw nw py jwau? -Pyr qw eydw hi hoau[ aus AKIrly Gr vwli num ies jihmq qon bcwieaw jw skdy[ -auh ik`dw? jy swry GrW diaw qimiaw Awpxy-Awpxy Gr dw kuvw iek-duji dy Gr diaw mu`kw nwl lwaux di QW k`tiaw ho ky swri bihi sumbr lyx qw kmm qw Enw hi hoau, rl ky kridaw iksy num vi Bwrw nw l`gu qy Awps ivc BweIcwrw vi vdugw[ -clo, quhwfi ieh g`l mmn lei, pr swri bihi diaw qimiaw num k`tiaw kox kru? 6
ieh kmm hux qum kr skdi eyn[b`s ieho ijhiaw kuc g`lw is`k ky AwieAW[ jy myn qy myry nwldy, lokw qon ieho ijhiaw g`lw au~qy Aml krwaux c kwmxwb ho gey qw ies jhwn qon swrw hi kuvw qy du`k-dil`dr QoVHy ijhy smyn ivc hi humijaw jwau qy iesy kmm num hi ienklwb kihmdy hn[ (kuj icr cu`p kr ky qy AwpxI g`l dw Asr humdw dykdw hy[, jo hux qk aus qon prhw dujy mmjy au~qy byti humdi hy, aus dy nyvy Aw ky ZOr nwl aus dw ichrw ies qrhw dykdi hy, ij`dw aus num pcwnx dw Xqn kr rhi hovy[ dy ichry dy prbwvw ivc AweI nrmi mihsus kr ky aus num bhuq hi pu^qw qy prbwvswli sur ivc kihmdw hy) -qy myn ienklwb ilawauxw Aw, ienklwb ilaw ky hi dm lyxw Aw[ -hux bih gei Aw myry vi Kwny g`l[ -eydw hi hr ihmdusqwni dy Kwny ivc ieh g`l bhwaux lei myn Blky-prsoN qur jwxw Aw[ hux myn qyry Gr kdy-kdwein dw prwhuxw hi hoieaw krum DMq kory[ -iek g`l myri vi sux lw srdwr ji, qyriaw dovyn DIAW ivawhux Xog Aw su`k nwl, qum aunhw dy h`q pily kr jw AwpxI hwjri c, bwki myn jwxw, myrw kmm[ qyrw ikhw isr m`qy[ -iek g`l hor, qum ijhvy rwhy py igaw eyn, ieh pr pkwr dw rwh Aw, smqw- mhwpurkw dw rwh Aw[ ies rwh ipaw eyn srdwr ji qw Piqh kr ky muvin qy mynum lokw vlon koei aulwhmw nw duawvin[ k`t # hux qon AglI g`l: 27 julwei, 2010 nmu bwbw nmu ShId hoieaw 40 swl ho jwxgy[ ikmni cmgi g`l hovy jy iesy idn bwbw ji nmu bwbw ienklwb ismg dy rup ivc swkwr krn dw Aml iv`f ilaw jwvy[ quhwfw ki ikawl hy? 7