leki dz`y mewn lk jkle,i`cek dxez ez`yr dheq wtqy i"tr` - '...`ed `witq wtq i`n`e'

h sc Ð zeaezk '...ipw `xky izy `wc digky`...`zknq` i`d :`tt ax xn`' :eq `rivn `aa.'izye `zepgc `aa` (xkyd -) dil oiwitn `tt ax' :`l f"r oebk xn` `tt ax'.ci zezixk ;[mlv` xkiyd wted mdny],mixnz ipipra mixn`n dnk `tt axl epivn oke.'ixnza `iilnc.'gixqe `aiywc `aw cg ixnzc iaw ixz' :hr `nei.erilzi `ly ick crena mixnz yaiil xizdl `tt ax xn` :i ohw cren h sc leki dz`y mewn lk jkle,i`cek dxez ez`yr dheq wtqy i"tr` - '...`ed `witq wtq i`n`e' zxfb dfa,iepiwa `l` df oic xn`p `l - (c,e zexdh) `nh cigid zeyxa zewtq iwtqe zewtq zeaxdl 'qeza x`ean oke].i`cek oecip zepf wtq oi` iepiw `ll la`,d`cek dwitqe dzxqe` dxizqdy aezkd g"xbd iyecga 'r).[i`cek wtqd mda zenewn x`ya dliren dpi`y dn - xizdl o`k dliren dwfgy.[g-f,f `"g xfrig` z"eyae] ;`qw a"g ield `"ixdn z"ey w"nhya r"re.hi,e meai - m"anxd lr yi - (ci oldlcke) oiqgeia eyr dlrn mixne` oi`e,odk zy`a mb zexyk zwfg lr dpcinrdl jiiyy 'qezdn gkeny dn mixne` oi`y meyn `"ie.(d`ltd i"tr) '`xeqi`c dkizg diytp` `iey' meyn `l` xexa xeqi` epi`y itl mrhd azky in.(ck `"g r"d` dyn zexb`a 'r.dlran d`ivedl,d`eyp dy`a oiqgeil dlrn epi`,aex znerl herin `ed xizdl cvd `l` lewy epi` zewtqd on cg` wtqy lky,o`k 'qezd ixaca x`eand lr - dvxy (oexg` qxhpewae o`k) ryedi ipt xtqa 'r - [`wtq wtqa ea elwdy 'opaxc aex' `ed m` caln] '`wtq wtq'l sxhvn oica lewy epi`y wtq elit`,[xizdl miccv aex ik] 'aex' meyn `edy '`wtq wtq' oica `"ayxd azky mrhd itly xnel aex itlk heriny mixaeq 'qezdy `l`.'herin' len 'aex' xveie skd z` dhn `ed seq seq ik,xg`d wtql sxhviy `ed `herin jenq' mixne` m` minkge xi`n iax zwelgna z`f dlze.xg` wtql sxhvdl herind liren oi` jkld,`zilc o`nk.epi`y ink oecip herind e` 'dwfgl oce,('qezdk zehyta hwpy (`vw) oycd znexza mb 're) 'qezd ixack gikedle x`al jix`d (gi,`) `zzrny ay xtqae,dwfgl micbpzn zewtqd ipy ik,sicr q"qdy xnel yi myy,dwfg len cnerd `wtq-wtq oecip oiae ocic oecip oia wlgl.xingdl yi jkld,cg` wtq `l` x`yp `le,erixkn `ede cg` wtq len `a 'aex'dy eppecipl dnec epi`e.(mrh jexa zedbd ;iw c"ei micbn ixte j"y ;fl `"wrxbd z"eya 'r - dwfg cbp `wtq-wtq oica cer),zeawp dvgn mixkf dvgn oebk,mler ly erah cvn milewy mdy zewtq oia (`ry daeyza y"aixd ixac it lr) wlig cer.ynn aex oic o`k ixde,herin len aexl dvgnd jtdp wtq eze` ici lr ixdy,lewy epi`y wtq ly zetxhvd dliren f`y - [eizgz epi` wtq eizgz wtq,eppipra oebk] zeiexyt`d zpigan wx `l` ze`ivna dvgn lr dvgn epi`y wtq k"`yn oebk],herin len izin` aex gxkda oi` xg`d wtqd sexiva mb ixdy,lewy epi`y wtq mr sxhvdl liren epi` dfk wtq oeeik oke.[ze`ivna herin `ed oevxa eizgzy zhlgen ze`ce oi` oiicr,eizgz oi`l qpe`c `herin jenq xn`p m` s`,o`k lewyd wtql sxhvn k"tr`,giky epi`y `herinc `herina elit`y siqede].(al `"g) wgvi ixt z"eya df weligl ryedi-ipta z`aend drcd itl elit`y okzi,mler ly erah cvn lewy wtqd oi`yk j`.'aex' zeyrl,mler ly erahay.[wtql sxhvdl `herinc `herina aygzdl oi`.c,ep `"g qibpa x"fxbd iyecg ;`i,g a"g xfrig` z"ey :r"re ay ;(xn` d"c a"r) `"ahix ;`"wrxe ryedi ipta zekix`a 'r - [oenn `ivedl `wtq wtq oicae] 'qezd ixac xzi lr.` c"ei `"g oeivl xe` ;'q"yd lr g"xbd iyecg'.brw a"a y"yx ;j"ydl 'odk etwz' ;fh,c ;ck-hi,` `zzrny 28

h sc Ð zeaezk mipexg`dn dnke,(`i,`wtq wtq illk iw c"ei) j"yd wqt oke.'`wtq wtq' epi` cg` mwn `wtq wtqy 'qezd eazk cer `"wrx z"ey :h migqt cec epax iyecga r"re.mdilr jenql yi ile` daexn cqtday micbn-ixtd azke.eilr miwleg `"g ield hay ;cn htyn gxe` ;a,dl `"g xfrig` ;(v `"b`y) ;zkqnd seqa,o`k xteq dyn x"bd zedbd ;la` d"c gpw.hn s` o`ke,eixac itl i`ce xeqi` `ed myy it lr s` - '...jizycw dy`l xne`d `pipz l"nw i`n' dhwp - eizgz epi` e` qpe`a df did `ny ik,xeqi`-wtq `l` epi` eixack `vn gezt gzt m`.wtqn mixne` inp ikd,i`ce xeqi`a '`xeqi`c `kizg diytp` `iey' mixne` m`y heyt xack `xnbd `l` epi` m` ik,`zixe`cn `ed df oicy (bk r"d` `pipz) dcedia-rcepd giked (zenewn cerne) o`kne al-ixwgd yxit ok.opaxcn `l` xenb xcp df oi` xcp oeyla exn` `ly oeik j`,xcp mrhne] opaxcn s`y eprinydl jxev did i`ce t"kre,`lewl opaxc wtq meyn,xzen `diy oica did `ld - [a c"ei.xeq` wtqa oeivl xe` z"ey ;c"wq cl oygd zevwa - einrhae eizeklda,'`xeqi`c `kizg diytp` `iey' oic zellkae df oipra cer.ci `"g r"d` dyn zexb` ;a ` r"d` `"g i`cey ol rnynw - 'l"nw,dil miw `lc `ed mwin `kd la` dil miw i`cec mzd `nizc edn' `kizg diytp` `iey' mixne` oi`,dil miw `lc mewna la`],eilr dxqe`l on`p jkle dil miw jynda rnyn oky - eilr dxq`l on`p dil miw `lc i"tr`y ol rnynw yxtl oi`e.['`xeqi`c `kd `nizc edn' exn` `ly dnn,ok rnyn oeyldn mbe.on`p epi` dil miw `ly lky (.i) `ibeqd my `aen oke.dn `din d"c xi`i zeg z"ey seqa dqtcp,miidpte` c"xbd zaeyz i"tr).'l"nw,`l dil miw `lc.(b,ck `"g r"d` dyn zexb` ;zvaewn dhiya r"re.iel zial i"xd k"yenk `lc - eqw 'iqa z"eyd jeza...inp cg` cra elit` dxizqe iepiwe...cg` cra dlra lr zxq`p dy`d oi` xn`w ikd `l`' iax xn`y edn df itl x`al yie - 'ded qpe` mzd - dexq` `l dn iptn didy dyrn `niz ike.dlra lr zxq`p dy`d oi` qpe`ay epcnl didy dyrnny l"yxdn yxite.'didy dyrnk' xfrl` jiiy df dn,cere.zxzen dytzp `d - dytzp `l `ide dxeza xn`py dnn epcnl z`f `ld,dywe.dxizqe iepiwl igzt 'r) xaca zercd ewlgp xake] iziid dqep` xnel dy`d zpn`p dxizqe iepiw `lay yxtl yie dyrnn `iady edfe.zpn`p dpi` dxizqe iepiw xg`l la`,[i"yx zhiya d`xp jk j` (gq r"d` daeyz.fh c"g xac aiyn i"tr).ok xnel zpn`p k"itr`,qpe`a did m` rcep `ly i"tr`y,didy aexk dyrnl my dxede.(g) odk zxfr z"eya hexita 'r - izqp`p xnel dy`d zepn`p oipra mipexg`de mipey`xd zehiy.(xizdl miwqetd - 'cke qpe`a e` oevxa m` mircei oi`e dlira e`xy micrk,xnelk - 'inc micr ipyk gezt gzte' (f,f `"g xfrig` ;w"nhiy i"tr).wtqn dlra lr dxq`le dzexyk zwfg z` rxdl mzecr dlireny 29 `l ixdy,ewlg 'qezde.erci daxd micr ixdy :i"yx azk - 'dexq` `l dn iptn didy dyrn' zelzl mewn did `le.epiptl micr ixd dxarzpy dfay zehiyta ayiil yie.envr dyrnd z` e`x.ea zelzl ick,`eai dixe`y cec zlczydn gkenck - dnglnl ez`v mcew dixe`n zxaern `idy envra `ed ixdy cec lr dxeq` micr `ll elit` `ld,z`fl i"yx jxved dn myl zeywdl yi j` dpi`,lrad lr zxq`p dpi`y oeik micr `lly xnel jixve.['qezd eyxity enke] dlrapy rcei

i sc Ð zeaezk oke.fh c"g xac aiyn).cec lr dxq`p `linn dixe` lr dxq`pe dxarzpy oeik la`,lread lr dxeq`.'dyrnl dkld ok zexedl l"pe' wiqde,o`k y"yxd azk oi`yk mb eilr dxeq`,dilr `ay envra lread rceiy lky,(`i i"aa `aen.eh,al) daeyza y"`xd azk xak mle`e zn`d itl o`k ik,lreal zxzen lral zxzene zeidy qpe`l dnec epi`e].(b"wq `i) l`eny ziaa x`ean oke.xaca micr `"g) milrt ax z"eya dnz xake.[xeq` - rceiy lread la` jk lr dgked epl oi`y `l`,dlral dxeq` ixd dlrapy dyn zexb` z"eya dnz oke.xizdl df oebka ehwpy (ek r"d`) q"zgde (er c"g aiyne l`ey) oefphp y"ixdn lr (h r"d`.(i"yxtn ef drcl reiq yi xen`d itl mle`e.[g i"qeq `"g xfrig` mb 're].y"yxd lr (ci r"d`) lr dxq`p dpi` qpe`a zlrapd l`xyi zy`y o`k x`ean - '...`ni` zirai`e.ded qpe` mzd' zy` lk `l`,ok oicd oi` dpexg` oeyl itly xnel okzi mle`e.zxzen `id lral mbe li`ed,lread 'qezd ixacn ok`.yi` zy` dzid `ly itl zxzen dzid o`k wxe,lreal dxeq` cifna zlrapd yi` dheq 'qeza `aend) inlyexia la`.xizdl mkqen xack ehwpy d`xp (my y"`xa d"ke.dl zenaiae ep zaya).`xizdl ehwpy `i r"d` n"ge l`eny zia 're.ai,a dheq - jlnl dpyn i"tr).r"ve.lreal dxeq`y rnyn (d"tx.(dn c"g r"d` dyn zexb` ;h `"g r"d` milrt ax ;g r"d` xteq azk z"ey r"re i sc ezin`ly x`iay dna,zkqnd seqay u"arix zedbda 'r - '...`qpw i`n!?`qpw...`ed minkg qpwe li`ed'.mixac yexit `l` `ziixad ixaca yeaiy oi` xac ly b"ayxl elit`y eyxt (yi` d"c.fk dheqa) 'qezd - 'dxezd on dy` zaezkl minkg eknq o`kn' e` zixeaif oiprl dpin `wtpe].dxezdn jnq dl yi `l` `zixe`cn ynn `l - `zixe`c daezky.[`zixe`cn dzid eli`k minkg da exingdy,zelwe zecak zern jq,`zixe`c daezk xn`c o`nl s`y mipey`x eazky dn i"tr 'minkg eknq' oeyl yxity in yie.daezkd xeriy lr i`w 'eknq' oeyle,md `nlra `zknq` sqk miyinge,dxezdn aevw epi` daezkd (ozi` dtvn) yi - '...dzihd `ny dil xn`,iz`vn gezt gzt dil xn`,l`ilnb oaxc dinwl `z`c `edd' xaca yiy,yly zan dlecb dycwzpe l`xyi zy`a oebk,eilr zxq`p dpi`y ote`a xaecny yxtl `l` oi`y ote`a mb inp i`.mrh ly mixaca ezrc ciqtdl l`ilnb oax dvx k"itr`e.`wtq wtq on`p did if` gezt gzt `vn i`cey eixaca wifgiyke,drh `ny eilr wcwcl ie`xe,cg` wtq (`"ahix).eilr dxqe`l ik wecap mewn lkn,xn`z m`e - '...uedib carip zxn` i`e,mdly qeaikk eply uedib' (a"r) dzr enk epic `die wtqa xacd x`yi `vnp `l m`e,eizeprh ecazi i`cea f`e mc `vnp ile`?wecal xyt` i`y (xgyd zli` i"tr).ze`cea xacd rcp `l dwicad xg`l mby ote`a dwica zeyrl oi`y rnyn - z"eya - dlera e` `id dleza m` e`xiy miyp it lr wca `le - '...zegty izy il e`iad odl xn`' 30

zeaezk Ð mekiql zeaeyze zel`y `xnba x`eane.'mila` mgpn jexa' mzege,mila` zkxa la`d ziaa oefnd zkxaa jxal minkg epwz.a.mila` cbpk dipy.'miznd dign' mzege,d"awd ly egaya dpey`x ;zetqep zekxa yly exn`y.'dtbnd xver' mzege,l`xyi lk cbpk ziriax.'lenbd mlyn' mzege,mingpnd cbpk ziyily zeycg mipt yiyke.oipnd on mila` oi`e,la`d z` mixanyk dagxa dxyra dze` mikxan oke.dray lk dze` mikxan zn` oiic' oenifd xg` mikxan `l` dagx zkxa `le dxey epl oi` dzr,l"f ehlt ax azk.`.(o"xre.y"`xa `aen).'mila` mgpn jxap' xne` oi`e.'...wcv htey mya izrnye.mifpky`d ixecqn dhnyp,(en zekxa 'r) oefnd zkxaa ziriax dkxaay '...zn` oiic' ztqez.a.dxn`l yiy l"vf oihypiit n"xbd iax xn` wgvi iax xn` oke.oipnd on mila` oi` xaeqe wleg axe,oipnd on mila`y exn` `ziixaa.b cinrdl evx mbe],dagxa opgei iax ixac ecinrd `ziixal xezqi `ly icke.oipnd on mila` oi` :opgei on mila` oi`y,ef `zniwe` zx`yp `pwqnl mby xyt`e.engpl la`l miyery dxeyd oiprl eixac.[('qez i"tr).dxeya oipnd.zeevnd lka aiig ixdy,dxyrae dylya oenifl sxhvn la`d.(ytp ixnl oiie cae`l xky epz xn`py enk dizya el zeaxdl) la`d ziaa minkg epwz zeqek dxyr.c xg`l rax`e eirnay dlik` zexyl ick dlik` jeza yly.eirn ipa z` geztl ick dlik` mcew yly mibfene qekd dzey dkxa lk lr).aihnde-aehde mlyexi-dpea ux`d zkxa ofd zkxa cbpk - dlik` iqpxt cbpke,(xeaiv ikxv x`yae mizna miwqrznd) xird ipfg cbpk ;rax` odilr etiqed.(xg` el mewnd epngpiy minegip zkxa eilr epwz) ycwnd zia cbpk,(miipr zxeawl mpenn mi`ivend) xird ede`ivede envra zelw bdpy] l`ilnb oax cbpke,(i"yx.zn lrk eilr mila`zn ep`y epla`n epipaa.epyeil xacd exifgd - oixkzyne oizey eligzd.[ozyt ilka eixg` mrd lk ebdpe,ozyt ilka.(`"xbd i"tr).mila` zekxan dkxa lk lr elld zeqek rax` mizey eidy xyt` hsc?dxizqe iepiw `ll dlra lr zxq`p dy` m`d.`.ai?dyrn eze` xg`l cec lr ray za dxq`p `l dn iptn.a `l` cg` cr oi` m`e).dxzqpe dl `piw m` `l` d`nhpy cirny cg` cra dlra lr zxq`p dy`d oi`.` d`x envr lradyk oke).dxizqe iepiw `ll zxq`p micr ipyae.(mind z` dzey - cal dxizqe iepiw ur zken e` dqp`py zprehy `l m`) inc micr ipyk 'gezt gzt' zprhe.(ehw r"d` ;'qez.d`nhpy.oldlcke,('qez i"tr.dzid legknk micr e`xiy cr dlra lr zxq`p dy`d oi`,(g a"t zenai y"`xa `aen) b"da ixacl.` mixaeqe miwleg mipey`x daxde.(epzibeqa 'qezd oeyln mb ok miwiicn yie).zxtetya mixne` yie.dlral xeqi` oiprl jk,mit`pnd jxck e`xiy ic dzine zewln oiprly myky,b"da ixac ayii (`i r"d` `pipz) dcedia rcepae.(eh my ikcxn 'r).`wec e`l b"da oeyly d`xzd my oi`y lky dlra lr xeqi` oiae,d`xzd zlaw jixvy dzine zewln oia wlgl.(bk `"g qibpa x"fxbd iyecga r"re).dxexa dii`x jixv `vei lkex oebk,mixrekn mixac llba dlran dy` mi`iven,iaxl,(dk zenaia) i"yxtle.miwleg 'qezde s"ixde.'cke xpiqa zxbeg dy`e 52

zeaezk Ð mekiql zeaeyze zel`y.(my y"`xae dk zenai 'r).gezt gztk e` cg` cre dxizqe iepiwk `ed ixd wiqt `lc `lw.a dlra lr zxq`p dpi` qpe`ay oeike) qpe`a xacd did ik,dyrn eze` xg`l cec lr dxq`p `l ray za.a zezixk hb cec zia znglnl `veid lk,ozpei iax ixack `ni` zira`e.(lread lr zxq`p dpi`,l`xyi.(oiyecw el`,dpial epia miaxernd mixac - gwz mzaxr ª z`e) ezy`l azek 'qezd ixacne.lread lr dxeq` qpe`a zlrapd l`xyi zy`y xyt`,dpexg` oeyl itl 'r).xeq`l hwepy d`xp inlyexia mle`e.xizdl ehwpy rnyn (ep zay ;t"r` d"c.dl zenai).(ai,a dheq jlnl dpyn i - h mitc?minc zprha oicd dne?dzaezk dciqtdle eilr dxq`l on`p m`d - iz`vn gezt gzt xne`d.bi 53 `wece.df xaca dil miw `l mixne` oi`e,eilr dxq`l on`p iz`vn gezt gzt xne`d :xfrl` iax xn` oebke l`xyi zy`a oke,eizgz dpi`yk e` eizgz `idyk dlrap m`d,cg` wtq da yiy odk zy`a qpe`a e` dlcby xg`l oevxa dlrap m` `ed wtqdy,mipy yly zan dzegt oiyecw dia` da laiwy,eizgz oi` wtq eizgz wtq - '`wtq wtq' meyn zxzen ikd e`la la`,(`ed qpe` - dphw iezit oke).oevxa wtq qpe`a wtq,eizgz xnel ivnz m`e yxite.('qez.eilr dxq`l on`p mbe) dzaezk dciqtdl on`p,ongp axe dcedi ax exqn l`eny myae e` opaxc daezk m` ielz df oicy oldl 're).dciqtne dcerqa gxeh mc` oi` dwfg meyn edepin`dy ongp ax.(`zixe`c dcen xfrl` iaxy eccv 'qezde.dzaezk dciqtdl on`p epi` xfrl` iaxly azk i"yx.`.eilr dxq`l `l` on`p epi` `"xly rnyn inlyexidny e`iad mle`e,dciqtdl s` on`py on`p epi`e xwyn `ny miyyegy xaeqe ef dwfg lr wleg (.ai) iy` axy 'qezd eazke.(ai oldlcke) miwleg d"fxe g"xe.dkldl 'qezd ewqt oke.dzaezk dciqtdl 'b zan zegta e` odk zy`a `l` dzaezk dciqtdl on`p ongp ax xn` `ly 'qezd eazk.a zwfga dqpk xn`c o`nl miyp x`ya oke,on`p jkld,ezprh ici lr eilr zxq`py mipy,on`p epi` - dpn daezk dl yi xn`c o`nl la`,zerh gwn df ixd dlera z`vnpe dleza.ef ezprha melk ciqtn epi` ixdy.wleg `"ahixde.dzaezk zcqtn dpi` `wtq wtq yiy mewna,'qezd ixacl.b - oiqexi`a dilr `a dlray zxne` e` iziid dleza zpreh `idyk xaecny 'qeza eyxit.c zpn`p - izqp`p ipzqx`yn zpreh m` la`,l"pd dwfgd iptn,`id `le on`p `ed f`e.iziid ur zken zpreh m` oke,(.bi) l`ilnb oaxl epi` xrxr jk xg`e wzy la` dpey`x d`ia xg`l cin `l` gezt gzt zprha on`p oi`.d `l oerhl leki mei miyly cr,(:`iw zenai) xi`n iax ixacl.(inlyexid i"tr y"`x).on`p - dxzqp `l,xzl`l `l` oerhl leki epi` - dxzqp,iqei iaxle.dzr `l` oiicr izlra.mipy dnk xg`l s` epi` xega,'qeza cg` yexite i"yxtl).ieypl xega oia welig yi,ongp ax zrca i`g` ax ixacl,'qeza ipy yexitle.l`xyi zleza lr rx my `ivene eipt firny lr eze` miwlne,dil miw `lc,on`p.(zepfd lr ceygy itl,ok orehyk eze` miwlny `l` on`p xega mb itle.oiekzn `la zihd `ny,gezt gzt zprh eiptl orhy mc` eze`l xn`y l`ilnb oax lr xteqn.cifna dhid `ny ewca `l` dhid `ny yegl oi` zg` oeyl